Sorry mama

This Post is 4 my mama de. I'm here to say sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. I reali think tat i have gone too far n u say u had forgiven mi. I think i wont forgive myself le i oso dun have the rite to like this say u. When i was alone walkin i reali cried. LOL ppl who read this blog may think tat chey like this onli oso cried but i tell u i reali felt damn bad about it. I think one day i reali should emo n think abt others b4 hurtin ppl feelings. I WAN TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE I THINK NOW MY ATTITUDE FROM BAD TO WORST LE. OR MAYB I SHOULD JUST STILL IN EMO MOOD SO NO ONE COULD GET HURT. Mama if u reali shou bu liao mi le u can just dun care mi this nu er le. I'm reali damn useless when u cried i cant even do a single things. I have nth to say le. Those ppl wan read my this post double click it above.

Bored

Last nite sleep dunno wad time then is like when i'm in room i took my tem it increase to 38.9 then i was like omg then cover with jacket lor then woke at 11 plus online coz reali pain till cannot sleep le suay sia birthday perview day then sick next day ROAR chat on msn damn long then bro de frenz came then play play chat chat lor yawn then awhile went back to sleep again coz reali cant tahan le ma then woke at around 7 plus or 8 ? i dunno online again this time round tem slighty ok le lor sian this time round learning piano those basic lor then watch one channel u de show hmm nice sia. Ok la nth much le lor bye bye

Celebration

Woohoo i'm back ! Beginning they say wan go ECP then change to Sengkang then i ask can further ? o.O mama need go ah ma house sorry i'm so ren xin. They change to Pasir Ris park reali sorry. We reach there went to park eee there so dirty n then i wearin long pants plus shoe. So nv join them but i saw them happy ok le ^^ After tat mama go off meet someone. We continue to walk playground there damn fun la. Awhile wan to go back Ehub de darling ask mi close my eye she know magic then i close la ah ma cover oso in the end i fall TWICE =.= neh mind then they all mi open my eyes i saw the cake woohoo n the heart they make 4 mi then start to sing birthday song to mi waa at tat time i totally stone la then blow candle eat cake i start to read the letter they gave mi haha i reali touch can ? although i no today my mother is not free nvm ^^i got them to pei mi. Went to Ehub there play acrade then mama n Tai ahgong going home le bye !! at first wan play pool de then is like damn long so change our mind bowlin i'm just a beginner Mao treat thx a lot le. Went to acrade play game damn high la. After tat they hungry darling treat mi mac so good thx a lot. Mauckz love u deep deep ok la nth much le any pic go c my darling blog. nite thx 4 the wonderful celebration u guys gave.

Happy birthday to mii ^^

Woohoo just nw went to meet Sunato then went PS he treat mi eat plus pei mi so good thx alot then at there abt his past then listen lor so sad sia hope u will find somebody great with u ^^ then went back cp take bus to jalan kuyu there slack there awhile bo vodka green apple de leh went back to rm wan buy oso bo then anyhow buy lor sianz drank a 5% de ok la not bad. Thx 4 those ppl wishing mi happy birthday love u guys a lot but got one point my parents dun even free on my day so neh mind. Haiz quite sad la tat's all ba i hope 2molo will b fun on my birthday

Study study

Today woke up damn late la then head veri pain bcoz sleep too much le. Woke up go wash up then on com damn sian can no ppl online de Bored. Then listen song play com nia lor till dunno wad time then i suggest we go study lor damn high la over there haha mi n Kenny sit there dance the ultraman dance we at there laugh till siao then pei ah ma go buy food continue studyin mama at there le with Priscilla ah yi :p. Then they went home le we study awhile then all lost interest le so they decided to play majong then i went home lor mama on phone with mi till i reach home thx le mama ^^ Reach home then saw papa buy de shoes so nice sia love it deep deep next time go out can wear le. Online chat chat lor 2molo got ex LJS meeting ^^ so going out. Nite

study study

hmm today woke up at around 12 plus woke by my bro la go in n out. Wake up le lor online play com haha then go bath prepare go cp to study lor need them wait 4 mi 1 hour o.O sorry then go eat mac plus study there lor Sharlene n Jun Ming teachin mi maths no the maths better le they teach till 5 or 6 plus we go walk walk then Sharlene good lor ps mi with him. Nvm can get to no better abt him ^^ i reali wan tat portable Piano sia. But i rather xi sheng my piano with the sch fees waa own a lot le. Hmm after N lvl finish leh i wan go back LJS work n earn money wan buy tat thing ^^ hmm he send mi home after tat thx went to RM slack haha n pay visit saw my few ex staff there chat with them went home le lor nitez

Last day of sch T.T

Today woke up late then while preparin sms darlin she ask mi got rain a not i say no then after a while a thunder make the rains fall n it was like damn heavy la. Mayb today is last day of our sch god oso sad. First lesson Eoa Tang give us ans to copy 4 those paper next lesson maths today free lesson so we ask Ms Tan all those we dunno how to do de lor after she explain a bit understand le but still need train la damn weak at geometry n those angles recess nv eat continue ask her teach then CPA went lab free lesson oso but the stupid com damn lag so many things cannot go. Went back tat time mama cried again at tat time i still ok de leh then went back class is our LAST LESSON le. Bell ring then once Mr Tang say he teach us 2 years then i start cryin le. Then they all singin dunno wad song then got goodbye wahh tat time i cry till more worst then took our last class photo haiz i will miss Mr Tang a lot one n those happy time our class spend together i will miss u guys a lot take care. I cant control my tears lor today once i cry it cant b stop haiz.Went cp after tat mei n Aizara say wan give mi something so they ask us go eat first. Firstly go print pic then release i send wrong file to darling should b another one. Then edit abit lor print out behind us is Andrew,mao n Owl haha then go eat KFC waa the now new promotion the chicken damn spicy sia cant take it mei n Aizara give mi birthday present so touch then they keep disturb mi "CAREFUL LATER SPOIL" haha damn funny la n thx 4 u guys the present love it a lot. They all finally come le go shop shop awhile then give mama tat pic haha heng she nv cry ^^ mama must smile wor no crying.With them awhile then go home le reali veri tired then BOMB sleep liao. Till 7 plus nobody at home onli mi so scary la. Nth much le lor. nite ppl i miss 4A

woohoo i'm back today lesson per normal quite sian but today i got pay attention ok ? today release at 1.30pm after tat went out of sch then JiaWei was there hii !! LOL we went to play badminton at Andrew house's there it was damn fun la can ? a bit i dunno wad happen to mi i became EMO n start slitin myself mama cry again mama dun cry la. Mayb 2molo is the last day of sch le ba then become so sad n something i think too much le. Haiz 2molo will b our last day together as a class le i reali feel damn sad the 4 years of laughter,suffer,fun,sadness,accident wadever we have get over it 4A u guys the best man love u guys deep deep mayb 2molo will stay back school late. Mama dun cry le ar after playin badmintion went cp they wan buy things ? Both of them quarrel hope u guys will patch back soon ba. Eat after tat then at there mama promise mi something le. i slit myseIf she fail any subject lf i SWEAR so jia you ba mama. Above is some photo i have took with her using ah ma phone thx a lot.ok nth much le lor bye bye

Happy ?

Today almost cannot wake sia too tired le. Woke up at 6 plus i dunno wad time la then wash up then take bus reach sch heng nv late go sch saw them walkin to canteen then walk with them to assemble lor sian read newspaper lesson per normal omg nowadays quite number of things happenin haiz ~ then today got ex lesson at Cp but i dunno y this few days not interest in maths y ? no i cant do it my maths not yet over i must choing de !!! Jia you after sch eat KFC then go starbuck mi n mama go shoppin waahh i reali wan tat portable piano la !! o.O then reach home no tat i damn stupid i throw something important then need redo again lor ROAR. wadever 6 plus fall asleep then woke at almost 9 father say he strike 4D then give us each $2o bcoz he bought my birthday date ma !! so ya then nth more le lor 2molo playin badminton nite

Zzz

Waa ytd sleep damn late leh then oso waiting 4 my show then mother damn late oso haven come home lor so worry nvm lor then wearing jacket in the room waahh the stupid air con so cold i on 24 le lor still veri cold morning actually cant wake de reach sch sian lor nth much reali sia nw we move to 4th floor even hotter lesson today per normal but feel veri sleepy today chinese lesson watch movie tat show damn nice sia got one part i cry bcoz the father is a construstion worke he brought a present 4 her daughter birthday present then the present drop from high floor this father try to take it n fall to death waa tat part hor cant take it. then 2 lesson of eoa damn sian ok ? but i wan to aim 4 distintion in tat yeah wahaha ... after sch went home straight then bomb sleep liao ! till 7 plus watch tv tat's all nia liao lor.