10 April 2010(Blogging at Jie jie house's)

Woohoo ~ this was my second time on bike and then this time round they plan to go rounding high sia but then actually quite scare haven get use of it and i have 4 drivers Philips, Guo Wei, Andy and baby, got the change to try all different kind of speed wee ~ firstly we went to near outram there if im not wrong after that to henderson and then Yishun Dem last to Changi Airport and is like so funny all of us lost pair by pair the place look damn dark then have so called breakfast over there haha was damn tired didn't get anything and at that time thinking that i going cannot make it le. after that choing all the way back and then baby is lost .. they went back to find us then reach home around 8 plus then reach home prepare actually planning to go pray de too tired le fall asleep half way then keep on kana gan lor nag nag nag .. Thats all lalala ~

10 April 2010

Woohoo ~ this few days really have lots of lots of fun with Vicky Jie Jie she let me forget a lot of things sia teach me lots of dao li really thank a lot. Today woke up by a shocking sms im totally like blur la then faster wake up prepare took a cab down to Hougang Plaza to meet jie jie saw her like crying like this but then i dont really dont know what to do sia dont even know how to help out haiz~ after that we went to Ochard to collect her handphone from Nokia Care have dinner then went to Bugis High hahaha we are DDR siao lor keep on play then some of the steps miss in the end step on those NAILS it hurt man ouch ! there saw some of my jie jie de kor kor (quite complicated ar ? haha ) after that finally got the chance to see baby le miss him so much man .. we went to cini with jie jie de kor kor's to catch a movie that one is gangster show very very nice sia after movie receive such a shocking news actually is really a good news for my jie jie lor im also very happy for her :D but then haiz ~~ i really dont want to say much le a bit emotion now going to sleep le really very tired le . Nights everyone.

7 April 2010

im really really so HURT ! who can understand my feelings ? yeah im a cry baby so WHAT ? once and ever i keep on keeping hurt. NO FRIENDS who care for me, NO FUTURE who knows what am i thinking i can anytime where i dont feel alright i could cut myself i could jump down whats more ? in my life maybe ya there's 2 who i really really trust my baby and dearest jie jie (Vicky)who willing to help me if both of them not with me i really dont know what will i do ! seriously those people who have been my best friend for YEARS ! i could even do those things to them. WHAT to do the time also cannot turn back and i guess they will really hate me A LOTS for my stupid decision i have make ! but then i really regret for my decision .. HAIZ ... This few days really a lot of things happen to me i really need my baby, my jie jie , my friends to pei me to go through all those things i really really sad i dont know what to do. i have been crying over and over again, im really tired of it who can really help me ? although yeah i guess im quite drunk but then all this things is really what im thinking in my heart always never clear.Those happy days with my friend, those times with the person who LIES to me which i believe the most.. WHATS MORE ?? how about next time ? who will come and read my post ? i could even remember all those people who related to me .

Clarissa- Darling, Jie jie.
Kenny-Kor kor, Uncle
Longting- mama
Rebecca- ah ma
Xuan Wei- tai ah gong
ah bi- jie jie

all those people who really brings me lots of laughter but then i did a really wrong decision when i even think of it i really really cry my heart really hurts a lot . thanks to my dearest jie jie ah bi she could even say she want find me out to beat ! i dont even know when is the day it will happen . i thought i always makem the person happy maybe this is my mission but then i guess im really in the deep wrong . who knows ? my mother always say this word 酒后吐真言. now i believe it all this things i have post to today is really from my heart. Now i really thank my baby and my Vicky jie jie who help me out love you all a lots if dont have you guess i might not be alive anymore ! although i just know you guys for a few days but then i know you guess are really trying to help me out. Love you guys a lots muacks ..
Im crying while im note all this things down . its getting late ready so good nights .

4 April 2010

Chee Bye ! good that bitch dont want to admit everything she done nevermind i believe god have eyes and can be witness now she can dont admit good lor her .. i will always remember her one. THANK FOR EVERYTHING MAN dare to do dont dare to admit HAHAHA this is so funny man nevermind i think she thinks that money is more important then family, Friends nice one dont know why this world still got this kind of people sia. Guess this kind of people can destroy the whole world man *sigh* hopefully the world can turn into peace again wor .. i really super super angry .. tonight not going to sleep again le .. first time in my life have this kind of feeling sia .

3 April 2010

Fall asleep in the morning at 6am was so tired but then woke up at the time at 2pm i think of a call, then online a while after that go prepare and cab down all the way to Queenstown CC was a bit scare actually because the taxi driver also dont know where is it and im first time going over there but then he manage to find the way and his speed is woot ~ reach there was quite hungry because yesterday the whole day didn't eat then heard that my mummy say must wait till 10 pm plus i was like die le die le haha .. But performance can eat free buffet mummy steal some for me XP a lot of can call senior citizens hahaha :X a lot sing till out of tune de and some cant catch rythem the worst thing is the P.A the music keep on not ready ! if people pay 50 bucks and have this kind of concert -.- waited so so so long finally my mummy turn le and then when i video the people keep on walking in and out im like going to shout can you all stop walking in and out a not damn angry de. Mummy sing till nice but then the sound like a bit too sharp maybe should edit a bit ba . :D reach home da bao food then thats all for today :D nights everyone ..







IM ATTACHED :D

3 April 2010

Today finally everything is settle everything from bottom of my heart have spoke up. My heart really really very pain but then i guess the thing faster settle rather then drag it longer and longer. Yeah i know im stupid ! i have really learn the lesson. Haiz ~ mood very low but then thank to those people who have help me out who have support me really thanks a lot of you guys. Nothing much to post this few days may be quite emo im gonna be alright and i must continue jiayou ! tomorrow will be a better day.

22 March 2010

BACK BACK today seriously damn not feeling well de sia ~ sick sick .. didnt turn up to work today o.O ~ alright will update tomorrow ba :D

21 March 2010

Gosh im back to blogging again this few days hmm .. what can i say not really good ? my Jie quit liao then next time no people pei me work le haiz no fun liao all of the old staff quit and just left me alone with the old people haiz ~ sian sian sian i also want to quit liao la like this very bored lor all so serious no joke, no fun haiz ~ today working night shift a lot of customer earn around 1800 if im not wrong because i came back ma wahaha (rubbish) .. very very tired then sms Kelvin so damn long never seen him ready sia so he bring me to eat supper as i still got a bit hungry he fetch me from cp haha thanks a lot and then we went to dont know where eat Roti Prata haha .. chat chat a while then he drove me home haha on the way we lost our way =P because he drove that road dont pass there often plus at night cant really see he send me home thanks hopefully there is another change to have supper with you hehe ~ reached home online chat chat thats all ba :D recently finish watching this show "jiu xiang lai zhe ni" damn nice lor ELLA super CUTE hahaha .. alright this is one of the song enjoy :D

礼物

13 March 2010

Haiz i'm back blogging today, today is seriously my worst day. How am i going to say ?? Today woke up at around 1 then went to Bugis find Jie Jie then chat chat after that start work ready actually going to amk but then in the end got problem suddenly my jie was asked to leave so she left and she cried im like so dumb sitting there with her cannot do anything then kor came and then somehow they started quarreling with each other im like the middle person i cannot even talk a single things because maybe age different dont know how to say out my thinking if i help one side other side wont be happy what am i suppose to do im seriously a idiot after that Jie settle with Francies after that she and Kor haiz ~ i dont know what to say sia i was ask to leave so waiting for the bus in the end decided to take a long way home then listen song think think and then maybe i should just start a new life. I'm here to announce that DORA LEE XUE PING IS DEAD ! SHE IS JUST A BITCH THAT'S WHY NOBODY WANT TO CARE HER SHE IS A USELESS PERSON WHO CANT EVEN HELP OUT IN ANYWAY !

7 March 2010

It have been quite a long time when i last updated my blog. This whole week have been working working and working quite tired, today only a new trainee and me working is so freaking tiring the new trainee order list got mistake can't blame her everything also need to learn from basic ma nobody born out to be talent know this and that, so teach her a bit then night time is a nightmare man suddenly lots of customers coming in. Alright tomorrow still working nights everyone.