19 April 2010

Heyy ~ blogging right now from my jie jie house. wa lau today is what day man it's like April fool for me like so many trick from people ? why ? all three bomb together like this what is this man ??? Wahh ... im going to die ready sia .. FUCK !!!!!!!!!!! now me just want to be single right now i want to cool down .. im really very stress ready please !

18 April 2010

Woke up at around 3 plus staying all the way home is like super tired man and bored, my whole house is so dark like haunted house like this. Scary lor i staying my room the whole day dare not to go out -.- then around 5 plus jie jie went mia .. Lie on the bed and keep on think think think till i going to fall asleep Scare got things happen to her sia until 9 plus finally she on phone le. What a relieve wahh really very scare later she got things happen then told me something about that bitch and i guess i also wont care that bitch le all her things is none of my business. Alright so here am i updating my blog hehe :D and onlining taggs please .


Jie Jie and me XP

12 April 2010

Didnt went to school have a break woke up around 1 or 2 plus still feel that not enough of sleep sia tired and feel a bit headache le . Went to Tanglin then play with her daughter she is so cute la haha but then quite difficult to handle :p cannot take it went to buy 2 panadol but then it seems like no use. We were there till around 5 plus i think went back to their house then jie jie prepare we went out le to hougang mall have sabu sabu for dinner haha but then this time round jie jie mood not good :( but then i seriously dont know what to do sia so both of us just eat without talking haiz ~ After that we went to hougang plaza she da bao food for alvin kor kor, then play the stackers again haha .. Went home after that got something happen which make me feel so hurt and im kick out of the HOUSE ! i have nowhere to go so find jie jie a while then cry till like hell after that here am i blogging .. I dont even know tomorrow will i make it for school a not im so fucking tired ! *yawn* alright i have nothing much to say ready nights everyone haiz ~

11 April 2010 (Jie Jie house's)

Today went to jie jie house's and then dont know how to go reach there im like LOST ! walking round and round the playground like an idiot like this finally found then reach jie jie house le. After that we went to eat sabu sabu o.O dont know did i spell correctly ? After that went to Taglin there find her friends then then off we went to rounding woohoo ~ high sia hahaha .. but then this time round didn't went to a lot of place after that reach hougang plaza dont know what to do because if i reach home i sure will sleep because still got some free time so jie jie pei me actually planning to go lan in the end CLOSED ! ok then nevermind saw Philips and Ronald playing pool then jie jie start to play the stacker things haha win a lot of things sia :p hehe .. then decided to go to jie jie house's to stay over for 1 night guess have bought a lot of trouble for her sia haiz ~ sorry ! END

10 April 2010(Blogging at Jie jie house's)

Woohoo ~ this was my second time on bike and then this time round they plan to go rounding high sia but then actually quite scare haven get use of it and i have 4 drivers Philips, Guo Wei, Andy and baby, got the change to try all different kind of speed wee ~ firstly we went to near outram there if im not wrong after that to henderson and then Yishun Dem last to Changi Airport and is like so funny all of us lost pair by pair the place look damn dark then have so called breakfast over there haha was damn tired didn't get anything and at that time thinking that i going cannot make it le. after that choing all the way back and then baby is lost .. they went back to find us then reach home around 8 plus then reach home prepare actually planning to go pray de too tired le fall asleep half way then keep on kana gan lor nag nag nag .. Thats all lalala ~

10 April 2010

Woohoo ~ this few days really have lots of lots of fun with Vicky Jie Jie she let me forget a lot of things sia teach me lots of dao li really thank a lot. Today woke up by a shocking sms im totally like blur la then faster wake up prepare took a cab down to Hougang Plaza to meet jie jie saw her like crying like this but then i dont really dont know what to do sia dont even know how to help out haiz~ after that we went to Ochard to collect her handphone from Nokia Care have dinner then went to Bugis High hahaha we are DDR siao lor keep on play then some of the steps miss in the end step on those NAILS it hurt man ouch ! there saw some of my jie jie de kor kor (quite complicated ar ? haha ) after that finally got the chance to see baby le miss him so much man .. we went to cini with jie jie de kor kor's to catch a movie that one is gangster show very very nice sia after movie receive such a shocking news actually is really a good news for my jie jie lor im also very happy for her :D but then haiz ~~ i really dont want to say much le a bit emotion now going to sleep le really very tired le . Nights everyone.

7 April 2010

im really really so HURT ! who can understand my feelings ? yeah im a cry baby so WHAT ? once and ever i keep on keeping hurt. NO FRIENDS who care for me, NO FUTURE who knows what am i thinking i can anytime where i dont feel alright i could cut myself i could jump down whats more ? in my life maybe ya there's 2 who i really really trust my baby and dearest jie jie (Vicky)who willing to help me if both of them not with me i really dont know what will i do ! seriously those people who have been my best friend for YEARS ! i could even do those things to them. WHAT to do the time also cannot turn back and i guess they will really hate me A LOTS for my stupid decision i have make ! but then i really regret for my decision .. HAIZ ... This few days really a lot of things happen to me i really need my baby, my jie jie , my friends to pei me to go through all those things i really really sad i dont know what to do. i have been crying over and over again, im really tired of it who can really help me ? although yeah i guess im quite drunk but then all this things is really what im thinking in my heart always never clear.Those happy days with my friend, those times with the person who LIES to me which i believe the most.. WHATS MORE ?? how about next time ? who will come and read my post ? i could even remember all those people who related to me .

Clarissa- Darling, Jie jie.
Kenny-Kor kor, Uncle
Longting- mama
Rebecca- ah ma
Xuan Wei- tai ah gong
ah bi- jie jie

all those people who really brings me lots of laughter but then i did a really wrong decision when i even think of it i really really cry my heart really hurts a lot . thanks to my dearest jie jie ah bi she could even say she want find me out to beat ! i dont even know when is the day it will happen . i thought i always makem the person happy maybe this is my mission but then i guess im really in the deep wrong . who knows ? my mother always say this word 酒后吐真言. now i believe it all this things i have post to today is really from my heart. Now i really thank my baby and my Vicky jie jie who help me out love you all a lots if dont have you guess i might not be alive anymore ! although i just know you guys for a few days but then i know you guess are really trying to help me out. Love you guys a lots muacks ..
Im crying while im note all this things down . its getting late ready so good nights .

4 April 2010

Chee Bye ! good that bitch dont want to admit everything she done nevermind i believe god have eyes and can be witness now she can dont admit good lor her .. i will always remember her one. THANK FOR EVERYTHING MAN dare to do dont dare to admit HAHAHA this is so funny man nevermind i think she thinks that money is more important then family, Friends nice one dont know why this world still got this kind of people sia. Guess this kind of people can destroy the whole world man *sigh* hopefully the world can turn into peace again wor .. i really super super angry .. tonight not going to sleep again le .. first time in my life have this kind of feeling sia .

3 April 2010

Fall asleep in the morning at 6am was so tired but then woke up at the time at 2pm i think of a call, then online a while after that go prepare and cab down all the way to Queenstown CC was a bit scare actually because the taxi driver also dont know where is it and im first time going over there but then he manage to find the way and his speed is woot ~ reach there was quite hungry because yesterday the whole day didn't eat then heard that my mummy say must wait till 10 pm plus i was like die le die le haha .. But performance can eat free buffet mummy steal some for me XP a lot of can call senior citizens hahaha :X a lot sing till out of tune de and some cant catch rythem the worst thing is the P.A the music keep on not ready ! if people pay 50 bucks and have this kind of concert -.- waited so so so long finally my mummy turn le and then when i video the people keep on walking in and out im like going to shout can you all stop walking in and out a not damn angry de. Mummy sing till nice but then the sound like a bit too sharp maybe should edit a bit ba . :D reach home da bao food then thats all for today :D nights everyone ..







IM ATTACHED :D

3 April 2010

Today finally everything is settle everything from bottom of my heart have spoke up. My heart really really very pain but then i guess the thing faster settle rather then drag it longer and longer. Yeah i know im stupid ! i have really learn the lesson. Haiz ~ mood very low but then thank to those people who have help me out who have support me really thanks a lot of you guys. Nothing much to post this few days may be quite emo im gonna be alright and i must continue jiayou ! tomorrow will be a better day.