22 April 2012

Things don't go smooth again, so damn happy that I'm being make use of again ... So if there's any problem just come find me ba, "FREE TO USE" . I still need to overcome everything, starts from beginning ! Fuck , why is it keep repeating and I've to keep trying to stop thinking about it, is there any machine that can forget everything happen in my life, seriously I hope the result the doctor will diagnose that i've cancer and tell me you're going to die I think in my last part of my life I'll be happy cause I think those who have left me behind or forget me will remember me in my last part of my life i dont have to suffer anymore I don't have to think , I don't need to run I don't have to quarrel , I don't need to be angry or sad anymore, I don't need to cry. People who knows me before no longer contact thanks for helping me in my life when I need help. People who I still contacting with thanks for the help and you guys always will be there for me . YES ! That's how pathetic is my life LAUGH AT ME .

12 march

I'm back to blogging something happy :) someone found her true love yeah so happy for her .. Time to let go 我选择离开。

9 march

Ill just keep quiet and let the time pass ... I've enough ...

7 march

After hearing my mummy said something, I'm so damn disappointed really , your parents earn so much money for you all to study. NOW ! You all have been earning so much money and not giving your parents a single cents your parents is old now they have to work at this age ?

6 march

I cried again in office, office I don't want to say outside hais ~ 我应该要怎么做才对。

5 march 2012

I'm still here waiting, but you''ve gone so far away .. I'm feeling numb. When are you coming back ? 我需要人陪的时候你不在我身边，陪我的人不是你。

4th march

那些年错过的大雨， 那些年错过的爱情好想拥抱你，拥抱最后的勇气。

I'm gonna be Dead.

29 Feb 2012

Weee ~ so long didn't blog, very tired from the starting of the week, I think I'll get use to it even when I didn't work on weekends the latest time I woke up is at 12 or 1. Today is pay day hurray $$$ I wanted my iPhone badly :( meow ... Work work as usual nothing much special happen, after work went home meet family for dinner then after that walk back home . Then that idiot everyday showing attitude DAMN ! I see Liao also sian .. Arghh !!

9 Feb 2012

I really don't know what to do, being a good person people think that you're being to extra or acting like so fake , being a bad person forever people gonna say bad things about you behind your back. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO !? I very tired I totally Don't feel like doing anything , hais ....

5 Feb 2012

Yawn .. Today is so tired tired went to k last night , then watching movie at 10.45 super early woke up prepare cab to hougang to take stuff, after that watch 小孩不坏。very very nice movie plus is like so similar to my situation now !! After movie went to have kfc for breakfast ? Train to grandma house eat lunch then play mahjong with them so so stress, think my hair gonna drop a lot ... Very very tired then 8.30 cab home home .. GOOD NEWS ! MY MUMMY IS COMING BACK HOME SOON ! But don't know when is it maybe after our Genting trip weeee ~~~~ oh ya of course I won't forget those who help me when I'm down when I really stress and I've no one to turn to. Thanks to egg, ah pa, ah ma, Lao zhu , Lao Jie, bro, Baobei, mao and those who heard my sorrow and console me . I really love you guys a lot ! I think if those days I've no one to turn to I'm just gonna be a walking dead without any soul in me and crying along, main point is I'm back ! Weee .. ~~~~ so you all gonna headache and take all my rubbish :p weeeee ...