11 December 2010

I'm back to blogging again ~ i think now im going to blog again. This few days im really not happy at all i have been crying all the times ? who know about it ? i'm WEAK ! i do cry easily because of such of the small things . But i cried who will saw it ? only myself when im alone. I cry how hard how pain nobody's know about it. I cant find anyone to talk to i felt so damn lost, WHO WHO WHO ?? even the person who i wanted to tell my everything is no longer there anymore . i only can post up my feelings in the blog. Why god is always playing with people ? Got the fate to meet each other but then always want it to be separate in the end so this is my life ? i feel so terrible i trusted de person i always wanted to see the person have gone again . I'm trap the the very deep of the dark holes, who got the key to release me out ?

9 December 2010

Time passed so fast it soon going to Christmas wonder how this year going to celebrate it, Today was kinda of bored and im feeling im losing someone maybe im wrong but the feelings is still there. :( I really dont know how future is going to process. Im feeling uneasy, why ? Just hope today can just passed seriously im damn bored today. I wanted to meet someone but i couldn't it just too far and im unable to make my way over at home is really bored . I dont want to stay home alone.

26 November 2010

woohoo, so long never update my bloggy. 2 More days to my mumny competition le, this years there is slightly differences because some of my friends is coming along :D haahha.. to support my mummy. I bet it should still be the same she's going to win it yeah. Will be updating after her performance. Byyee ...

11 November 2010

I got a story to tell you guys. Once upon a time there's this girl who is so innocent, quiet, who met 6 new friends and stay together for 4 years everyday meet up almost like a family happily talking teasing around, dancing. But then the girl think that towards them have already faded the friendship. This girl is stupid enough she met this couple thought they are good person but after few months the true colours of this 2 couple came out and the girl is stupid enough who get cheated $1900, She really have no idea on how to do she found her sister have been chatting in msn a while from that day on the girl life changes she saw a lot of new things that she never been doing before, learning more and more things along the way but then all this is always a very short term memories only time is always moving, people is also changing. Her sister have lots of lots of things to settle there's not much time left for her, but then the girl have already said before she will always be by her side but then why she saying this kind of things to hurt the girl ? This is the third time ready anyone knows the feeling i dont think so. The girl have been crying non stop she's really really very sad this time round she is really lost she dont know what to do . Even she did so much is it not enough or help too much ? The feelings is really really hurt. The girl story have been ending here.

11 November 2010

Woohoo ~ im back from blogging le :) Today darling bring her stuff to my house temporaily we have lunch together with my brother and Ivan then sitting at playgroung chat then Andrew came waited for baby finally seen him le haven been see-ing him le. Meet up he bring me to eat eat at Pasir Ris Park, the place is so nice sia .. love it a lot the especially the breeze over there after that finish our dinner went to White Sand there baby buy contact lens for me thanks a lot :) After that we went for fetch Ah Ber then went to movie we watch "71 in to fire" i think the movie name is correct the movie talks about those war thingy and those youngster joined the soilder the show is nice :D. After that went to Ah Ber house's downstairs gathering hahah plan to go where eat, have CJ for supper i think im gonna be pretty fat soon . I WANT TO SLIM DOWN !!! yes :D chatting over there then went home im so tired yawn thats all for the day.

8 November 2010

Today dont know somehow i feel like updating my blog it had been dead for so damn damn long le. My lappy have problem le someone please help, this lappy to me is very important. Let me say about how i got this lappy, When Secondary 4 that time we are planning when we get into ite then all of us both a lappy to school somehow like this, i know that my family is not that rich to have one so im quite sad then i told my parents they said if strike 4D they will buy for me that time is also nearby my birthday i and i got it for my birthday present, but then after that im no longer studying i think i have make my parents all damn disappointed and i feel damn guilty she bought it for me becasue i will use for studying stuff like this but then now ? im not studying and in fact not working thats even worst. I really felt damn sorry to them so no matter what i need to repair this lappy and stay in a good condition and protect it. Secondly, Seriously a lot of things have happen and maybe im no longer the old time of me, Today actually planning to sort out darling de things and then suddenly she said about something really shock me, she said if i never called her in time we wont be see-ing her le, at the moment i heard it my tears fall off i dont know why but then the feelings is written in my dairy no one will knows it, and its hard to tell people too. Another time she told me to remember her in the message i read and i also cried that time seriously i dont know how to stop my tears from flowing im really really really very sad, totally blur also. hais ~ this is what i only knows about my feelings ba. EMO EMO EMO

3 August 2010

Woohoo time fly so fast it have been 4 months le :D. i miss my internet really so damn damn much dont know when i could use again sigh ~ or maybe i need to wait very very long again saded ! :( this few days is still the same nothing much happen. thats all ~ the shortest post i ever have ba.

27 July 2010

Sorry people my internet have been cut down so wont be onlining and blogging nowadays. Miss my internet so damn much still got around 9 more days before my internet is back hais ~ dont know how to passed my days without internet lucky i got work if not i more sian ahh ~ Just few more days ~ hais . This few days have be having those kind of weird weird dont dreams make me cried when i woke up is really like what the fuck i have been crying for the passed few days le. Enough le i dont care whatever what kind of punishment i deserve i dont give a damn ! Pissed ! nothing much to update le nights. ~

20 July 2010

Today woke up at 12 plus then prepare prepare and went to meet my mei mei and few juniors from guides then walked all the way to Rivervale mall have the BBQ chicken restaurant for lunch the pasta is actually omg ~ not that nice la. Then sit inside for quite long chit chat they talking Malay i dont understand. Message with jie jie after that Mei went to her friend left me and Aizira was walking and chit chatting all the way to Compass point the weather is so cooling very good . Reach compass bought her things and then bus back home reached home fall asleep was so so tired la. Awake at around 7 plus then watched tv till 9 online then chat chat then till dont know a certain time i kana nagging again like hell seriously which part dont make her clear ? she asked me when am i working i told her i working part time whats wrong with her i never said this is my permanent job is just that i haven found the full time job i like and then think why i made my mind i want to work because is just 10 more days i need to buy something ! Forget it she wont know how my feeling is but then she always like to take out her old passed and talk. Im already gonna be crazy im already in a crazy mode ! those people who know me will know.

17 July 2010

Unjoo, Soy, Eugene and Eun-young, are four good friends who swear their friendship with blood late one night at chapel within their school compound. They promise each other that their bonds will last through death, so much that they are even willing to die together.

Strange rumors start to spread at the girls’ school and Unjoo’s younger sister Jung-un who attends the same school gets suspicious about her sister’s death. . She tries to find out the truth by questioning Unjoo’s friends – Soy, Eugene, and Eun-young but all of them mysteriously keep mum. What are they hiding? Why would Unjoo kill herself? Was it really suicide?

The remaining girls are chased by death as their promises weigh heavily over them. Will the desire, jealousy and lies that are hidden behind this pledge of death between the four girls unravel, along with the real truth behind Unjoo’s passing?

Nice show should go watch watch.


Woke up at 4 pm thanks jie jie for the morning call then slack a bit prepare to go out le wor went off at around 6 plus then meet Sharon waited for jie jie off we went to Ochard Cinileisure. Play Arcade DDR till high damn crazy but then the new version got a bit blur la dont know how to set up at first. After that high le ~ hahaha XP dance dance then after that went to have our dinner then meet Nick bought movie ticket then went to smoke smoke meet Wencong, then slacked at Mac Kaisin come find us then waited for Tangyong then arcade went to cinema watch show le then got something happen hais ~ the show is really awesome the sound effect the best, the last part is damn sad la then the show ended got a bit emo emo le. Went smoke smoke then cab home. Really thanks to the driver :) somehow keep on thinking about something if the person who is working then keep on saying dont have money how true isit ? asking people to pay in the end ? Gosh ! dont what's the thinking about it should not post much.