1 March 2011

Weeee ~ now is just a beginning of a month le ~ Today is my last day at Robinson at Centrepoint, As usual no customers at all is so empty and Aunty is back today. Today beginning was a bit emo im sorry plus im very very shag some of them should know the reason ba, After that i keep thinking and think since today is the last day over there le i should be happy happy and make them happy too :D after work work Panda come come pei me we went to Cinileisure there walk walk around then decided to watch Movie then buy ticket then went to Fairprice that Ben Dan Andy don't know at where :X opsss ... Then went back to Cini then slack slack at 9 story sitting there high high wooo ~ LOL ~ then wait till movie starting le we went down we watched " Im number four" Beginning is too bored and i was like going to fall asleep then somehow the sound effect BOMB ! then i woke up liao the movie is nice nice :D Then after that we cabbed home home le sorry guys don't have so much of money still need you all help me pay will promise to pay you guys back then treat you all eat next time meet out soon . Tomorrow gonna start working in the new company le im quite scare ~ sigh ~ needed sometime to get close to people and get use of the new environment. Good nights everyone going to sleep le.

25 Feb 2011

Weeeeeeeee ~ Im back to blogging once again, this few days i've been damn busy with hunting birthday presents,going out, celebrations.. Have a lot a lot fun, Yesterday went to Andy's house drinking Panda and Jing Wen was there, then then beginning it was like so normal then behind gone case :X but have a lot of fun went home in the morning then NOT FEELING WELL ! Gastric

:( saded ! dont like it and this is my first time getting hang over LOL ! 4 more days im no longer there anymore :( don't wish to go cause have a lot a lot of fun and then im going to a new environment again which i don't like it, saddest part farewell wonder will i cry on the last day ? weeeeeeeee ~ nights ~

19 Feb 2011

Today is already 19 of Feb time passed so damn fast, It gonna start a new month again so am i going to continue this alone ? From Jan till now... How happy how good is my life ? FML ! Tired of doing things repeating and repeating, waiting and waiting there are no answer only me this kind of stupid will wait ! IF for people they might think that what for waiting so long and i waited is for months or maybe it turns to year ? and then ended up already forgotten about this thing ? Why am i so stupid ? i also dont know maybe use to it. 23 is coming everything is not told yet so should i work on that day a not ?

21 Jan 2011

Wahh so long never update my bloggy le. Have been working and working and working hmmm.. being very tired at most of the time and sleeping real early. YEAH ! i'm changing changing !! alright nothing much to update ...

6 Jan 2011

So fast today is the 6th le, i have been staying over here 4 days le. But then tonight im going home le and then tomorrow must start work le cause going have no money plus somebody birthday is coming le so must work hard earn a bit cash also good. This few days staying over here is happy but however there's still things going on my mind, Wanted to stop thinking also very very hard, I think sooner or later will get depression or already got it, i;m totally crazy ! Stay here once lying on the bed i started crying le thinking thinking thinking but then i have to leave here i cant stay here anymore T.T really bu she de. I have to LEAVE !!! :( hais ~ Dont when still got the time to meet darling le. Message for them ...

Darling.... This 4 days im staying here i'm so happy, really but then i jiu shi will cry :( i dont know why anything also cried it's like already a habit for me le, Once reach till night auto le but then you will still there for me when i cry sayang me and ask me stop crying. hais ~ Thanks for taking care of me for this few days, i'm happy but then i have to leave tonight le dont know when i can see you again le, maybe next time saw you is on your birthday le. Thanks a lot :D will miss you de.

Meooowww... Thank you meow meow when i sad sad you come di siao me, and i sleeping you also disturb me !!! i will remember de next time you watch out woof woof will bite bite you. bleah

6 jan 2011

I'm here since don't know when le. There's happiness and sadness over here to. Happy things is I'm not that stress over here sadness is yesterday i saw some message i should not see and I'm almost crying everyday without fail thinking this and that how could i peace down my mind ? Yesterday think till terrible headache from i started crying till all the way to the morning i just can't sleep once thinking back of the message I'm like totally broke into tears that message i saw i could still remember it the message have been deleted away le and i think is time to go home le but however bu she de what should i do I'm tired... Go home bored stay here mixed feelings i can cry anytime... Sigh.. I got few question actually wanted to ask her but i don't have the time to ask her :( maybe i should just type here or send her message i just want her to reply yes or no...

1 jan 2011

Today is a brand new year i thought i should be happy but i don't have any feelings right now like a dead person like this hurt pain sad happy i have none of the feelings now the only thing is i feel like going home and have a good rest. I now totally not like a human like a ghost ! I'm tired so so tired .. I broke off on the 31 the last day of 2010.

11 December 2010

I'm back to blogging again ~ i think now im going to blog again. This few days im really not happy at all i have been crying all the times ? who know about it ? i'm WEAK ! i do cry easily because of such of the small things . But i cried who will saw it ? only myself when im alone. I cry how hard how pain nobody's know about it. I cant find anyone to talk to i felt so damn lost, WHO WHO WHO ?? even the person who i wanted to tell my everything is no longer there anymore . i only can post up my feelings in the blog. Why god is always playing with people ? Got the fate to meet each other but then always want it to be separate in the end so this is my life ? i feel so terrible i trusted de person i always wanted to see the person have gone again . I'm trap the the very deep of the dark holes, who got the key to release me out ?

9 December 2010

Time passed so fast it soon going to Christmas wonder how this year going to celebrate it, Today was kinda of bored and im feeling im losing someone maybe im wrong but the feelings is still there. :( I really dont know how future is going to process. Im feeling uneasy, why ? Just hope today can just passed seriously im damn bored today. I wanted to meet someone but i couldn't it just too far and im unable to make my way over at home is really bored . I dont want to stay home alone.

26 November 2010

woohoo, so long never update my bloggy. 2 More days to my mumny competition le, this years there is slightly differences because some of my friends is coming along :D haahha.. to support my mummy. I bet it should still be the same she's going to win it yeah. Will be updating after her performance. Byyee ...