12 march

I'm back to blogging something happy :) someone found her true love yeah so happy for her .. Time to let go 我选择离开。

9 march

Ill just keep quiet and let the time pass ... I've enough ...

7 march

After hearing my mummy said something, I'm so damn disappointed really , your parents earn so much money for you all to study. NOW ! You all have been earning so much money and not giving your parents a single cents your parents is old now they have to work at this age ?

6 march

I cried again in office, office I don't want to say outside hais ~ 我应该要怎么做才对。

5 march 2012

I'm still here waiting, but you''ve gone so far away .. I'm feeling numb. When are you coming back ? 我需要人陪的时候你不在我身边，陪我的人不是你。

4th march

那些年错过的大雨， 那些年错过的爱情好想拥抱你，拥抱最后的勇气。

I'm gonna be Dead.

29 Feb 2012

Weee ~ so long didn't blog, very tired from the starting of the week, I think I'll get use to it even when I didn't work on weekends the latest time I woke up is at 12 or 1. Today is pay day hurray $$$ I wanted my iPhone badly :( meow ... Work work as usual nothing much special happen, after work went home meet family for dinner then after that walk back home . Then that idiot everyday showing attitude DAMN ! I see Liao also sian .. Arghh !!

9 Feb 2012

I really don't know what to do, being a good person people think that you're being to extra or acting like so fake , being a bad person forever people gonna say bad things about you behind your back. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO !? I very tired I totally Don't feel like doing anything , hais ....

5 Feb 2012

Yawn .. Today is so tired tired went to k last night , then watching movie at 10.45 super early woke up prepare cab to hougang to take stuff, after that watch 小孩不坏。very very nice movie plus is like so similar to my situation now !! After movie went to have kfc for breakfast ? Train to grandma house eat lunch then play mahjong with them so so stress, think my hair gonna drop a lot ... Very very tired then 8.30 cab home home .. GOOD NEWS ! MY MUMMY IS COMING BACK HOME SOON ! But don't know when is it maybe after our Genting trip weeee ~~~~ oh ya of course I won't forget those who help me when I'm down when I really stress and I've no one to turn to. Thanks to egg, ah pa, ah ma, Lao zhu , Lao Jie, bro, Baobei, mao and those who heard my sorrow and console me . I really love you guys a lot ! I think if those days I've no one to turn to I'm just gonna be a walking dead without any soul in me and crying along, main point is I'm back ! Weee .. ~~~~ so you all gonna headache and take all my rubbish :p weeeee ...

4 Feb 2012

Third day of emo-ing last Night I've cried again, fall asleep at around 1 plus morning almost overslept , yawn woke up prepare then off to work, work as usual Paige left us , hmmmm .. Things gonna be same again , ever lasting forms for us to do.... Argh .. Then after lunch time actually nothing much happen mummy call and chat with me, after that asking about Genting trip during weekdays im stuck in the middle, not enough man power, mummy off for one month then maybe is the only time can stay with her for at least 3 days also good . But then hais I don't know what to do then I just hide inside my room, I cried ~ Cause I knew that the percentage of me getting leave on those days is totally impossible, boss actually asked me to choose nearest to weekend but weekend is more expensive then mummy said if you cannot then never mind, then I run out of the office and I cried. Lion came to find me and said that my leave is approve . I'm so damn happy till I don't know how to thanks them, but they gonna have bad times for this 3 days really really thanks a lot love you guys so much ... Weeee ~ then after work went to find mummy then we have buffet for our dinner SUPER FAT ! Then smoke awhile there are no cab damn ! Walk till so far and got in the cab . I'm so happy ...