NA or NT ???

Today woke up late bcoz i slp at 3am ytd nitex dunno wad happen just tat cannot sleep lor turn here n there oso can't .. till 3 something wake up 6.50 wahh late liao faster rush rush .. then reach sch meet zhi han chat wth her along the way .. Then go to hall wahh it a lots of ppl lor .. all lvl in a small hall ? omg from beginning of sch till end of sch .. then 14 ppl been call incule mi i thought we'r going 2 do a survay or thing like tat ba teacher say we can choose NA or NT ? my mind went Blank .. is totally blank .. then i'm keep thinkin the whole day i'm totally out of mood .. veri sad .. if i going to NA i had 2 leave behind my frenz n takin risk ... NT we parent will been there nagging at mi i'm going 2 burst my frenz de advise is go NA n study hard tat means i must put away my frenzship .. sad .. reali i dun have a choice .. i'm going 2 burst .. God pls tell mi wad m i going 2 do ? takin the risk go on living on peaceful life in my same class ?I reali dun wan 2 talk abt this liao it so scare then today after sch go void deck play like painting de thing then talk wth jie jie they all hah abt 8 something go home .. then go home .. gtg bb nitex