ytd was a reali bad day 4 mii la n i feel quite guity coz i keep on disturb mama sorry then promise her not to di siao her today i did it ok ? haha Last nite i started crying can ? i hao xin tell my bro nt to sms to much in the end mother come in n scold say wad like those bill is i ownself pay de i wan to say something last time i'm working leh so can pay nw leh ? u let mi work la i will pay u back everithing after hearing everithing i reali feel bad i feel i'm reali useless sms some of my frenz onli darling reply mi bt half way i guess fall asleep or is i nv send. Bo reply i keep thinkin negative ways cry n start thinkin abt wad will happen last day of sch ? Cry even WORST. Morning go sch quite bo mood can ? EMO EMO .... I tell wad happen ytd to JunWen mama oso heard she at my side then i reali cant stand i cry but canot easily c wearing contact lens. Start emo liao LCE cry again totally emo la nv find them talk then somehow no weapon so ownseld scratch Liana caught mi and stop mi.Recess nv eat coz wan save money 4 2molo.
Mood sudden turn HAPPY after school went to play block catching haha like this nia lor.
*i just wan a simple life with a happy family n some ppl tat i can trust on. Issnt tat simple enough then y my parents still dun even understand mi. She say tat sentence reali hurt mi a lot !! But who knows I have tell my frenz about it but they may just dun care it but this reali means a lot to mi, they can say mi cry baby or wad i dun care. This reali shows tat i'm damn USELESS.
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