Friday, January 18, 2008

Roar

Hey i reali having stress lor bcoz of u so good la so much frenz take cover of u then mi leh nobody r at my side u tell mi la by gettin the cert of the cousiller think got use orh then u continue lor i won't stop u de. But the real think tat he had done u had hurt mii. Last time we wan u to b conusiller so tat u can help us n u didn't even help out la u say lor u be cousiller n say wan to help us in something but u got anot dun have rite still say last year already. There last time going out with u u always will say "Haiz sian 2molo still got cousiller de thing need to do i ask u to quit u say need to wad wad wad. Wa lau then u enjoy been cousiller then dun sian here sian there la complain to mi 4 wad if u'r not quitin just onli sayin then u kana suspend tat time promised us tat u'r quitin but u nv .Hey pls la next time if u can't do anything dun promised us can ? u broke the promise make mi can't believe u le leh u say la how m i going to believe u next when u promised mi again ?

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

OMG

I dunno wad happen 2 mi now i now onli wan to rite my mood here !! haizz. I now totally stress ok ? y is my family so poor ? cannot as my other frenz like this got wad they wan understand them care 4 them HOW ABT MI WAD DID I GET ? IT TOTALLY NOTHING OK ? all is my hard earn money i wan this they will say ok when i strike 4D or Toto wad the hell ? wad is this ? then i must wait till when ? i wan to say something is our house so poor a not hai bu shi u all smoking,drinking,gambling WTF no wonder always no money la New year coming then actually plan to go Genting then i now brought up abt N lvl fees she like saying i think we all dun go genting we uses all the money to settle bills !! BILLS ok nvm fine just like this n they say wad ? cannot go friend house's cannot ask ppl come wtf we not celebratin ma is other ppl ma ok ? so wads the big deal ? although i no tat my grandpa passed away this year n must respect so cannot celebrate so dun celebrate la just go my frenz house lor. I always wait till new year coz i'm a damn poor gal one year onli eat abalone ONCE ok onli new year.Then she still can say tat my school fees still own 100 plus i was like wth !! haven pay then i was like thinking wa lau their job de pay not bad leh one contractor n one promoter all at least earn 2000 plus leh .. then yet still can ask from mi money to lend them ??? even i need to lend money from my frenz a lot u no ? still ownin my darlin 14 plus leh she oso a student y must she have oso suffer the same thing as mi . I think N lvl i work 4 my exam fees better i dun wan kao them le la N i hate this world y everithing must go up so high y y y y ? NOW I DAMN STRESS SIA I CAN NAME OUT EVERI THING.

FIRST relationship problem btw mi n him
SECOND tiredness bcoz of my job ? sometimes?
THIRD family problem
FORTH MONEY PROBLEM
FIFTH homework problem it since i start work my brain not working anymore learn thing slower !!!

Haiz i wan to die liao la ps to my frenz always nothing to do keep on Emoing i'm use to it liao so pls dun blame mii
End here le

Saturday, January 12, 2008


GHOST!!

Mii

EMO

SMILE ^^

HIGH

o.O dunno how long nv update liao la. Today bo go out coz overselpt omg !! then 2molo get rdy to get scoldin lor 2molo sian nvm la fann zhen quiting soon liao ma so not so worry. If they wan 2 fired mii more good wad no need 2 quit wahaha say real de i can't bear to leave la haha. Then my bro came back home dunno at wad time then i go lan with them lor i sign member then got 2 hours free leh so fun.. playin audition all the time then sian liao last few mins then we play maple then cb la we like go in 5 mins like this onli la then the auntie ask us to quit liao then we all guai kia ma quit lor then wait4 my bro then we headed to CP meet my darling eating outside na de leh haha eat le we go arcade play percussion again high dao siao haha i play till 5 darling more siao 5.5 haha going 6 le contiinue trainnin haha after tat go best 4 awhile then go home le.

just now on bus listening to sad song then keep on thinkin how sia if i quit actually i dun wan to quit de is bcoz of something tat make mi feel like this n wish to quit so i need to take it but i scare i last day i will cry de worxx .. i'm always tat emotional de ma as everibody no lor haha EMO,EMO,EMO