Im back blogging this few days not feeling well have a bad cough and then end up having fever LOL -.- then early in the morning quarrel with my mother and i get a slap from her actually plan not to go home today but then my body still cannot take it. Went to see doctor today and then spend me $9.10 is like so expensive 2 medicine and 2 days MC and i guess the school is withdrawing me soon ready because i have not been going to school this pass few days i dont know why just dont feel like going lor is it the end of my school LIFE ? I dont even know what the hell am i thinking about ? tomorrow one more day of mc then Chinese New year is coming pretty soon ready. Should get ready t0 buy new year clothes and wait for red packets wee ~ alright nothing to update ready good nights :D
It have been so many days when i have last update. This few days really really stress+EMO+ sad dont even feel HAPPY at all. Haiz ~ A lots of things have been happening i really really very sad about it but then who will know that kind of feelings that now i have go through ? People always say the tougher it is you will gain more experience about those things but then for my case I think it is like totally so wrong the tougher it is the more i feel like ending my LIFE ! I have no one to concern me i just want nothing much i just want to let people know im still in this world and i just want love and care thats all is it really so difficult ? All those things can make me like feeling so crazy and i think few days later or something i may be ended up in mental hospital, and then i guess it is ok la because no ones care about me at all ? END~
Im still awake hehe ~ Today didnt went to school again too tired ready haiz ~ then sms my teacher and told her about it then she ask me better quit my job but then if i really quit my job i dont have money ready =( Woke up then online awhile then after that bath-ed off to work today was kinda early reached then saw explorer de boss with another staff ? hmm .. today not bad got customer not like those days so bored totally empty i prefer more people then EMPTY hehehe ~ finish work Francies send me to mrt station then off i went home hehe was so like tired la then tomorrow class starting at 10am lalala .. BORING ~ omg i still wondering can i even survive a not la is like still got so long way haiz ~ someone please talk to mEEE .. Nothing much to post nights everyone :D
Im back again to note down my thoughts and Feelings today post should be slightly longer then usual so bare with me alright ? Hmm .. Let me say about something first about yesterday i really really just dont understand parents they always say this and that is correct then ask us to do the correct thing, WHY WHY WHY ?! and then is like they always say they young that time and then keep on saying that they were more understanding then us yup i agree but now and last time is different times DO CHANGE ALRIGHT ? Like yesterday, we were slacking outside i know it is our fault la to stay out so late but then dont tell us that you guys not staying out LATE ! Even our age you all should be clubbing all those stuff, working we were already better . Although yup im working right now but then you know why i work so hard for is just to stand by when you guys need help i hope i could play apart helping you guys out. If not the whole family no money how to survive ? Brother and me HOW ? Forget it la you guys just dont understand it. Back to today, woke up prepare went to school today school was boring as usual because i dont really mix around with class people and i really dont know why ? Maybe Lack of confident or something ? Haiz , and i think that this year again im going to be ALONE all the way. haiz.. Break time run off to work place then Meet Pheobe at Ang Mo Kio to find her friend's after that went to work was late and then today im really really very tired i think i no longer can hang on le should have so breaks. TIRED TIRED ! work till 9 plus because today totally like serving the ghost ! wooo ~ Chef treat us today and also teach us how to serve customer i will jiayou de :D After that took train home the train is like totally full no space to sit have to stand all the way back home. Reached home here am I blogging. Maybe today is my last day together working with Mandy and Phoebe le chef choose to separate us. But then knowing them is great =) hope that there were still be a chance to work with them so fun hehehe ~ alright nothing to post le nights guys. MUACKZ .. REMEMBER TO TAGG ME WOR ^^
*Yawn* OMG ! Today first day of school is like so fast la and then im damn tired de. Haven get use of it today lesson should be ending at 1pm de but then i run off 1 hour early because really cant tahan teacher teaching i totally get nothing inside my brain keep on feel like sleeping, went out of school le straight went to my working place there then see them work not bad today a lot of customer and lots of workers hehe ~ sad thing is Yumi going off le T.T hope that she will come back and work with us. Tomorrow school starts at 9 am going home at 12. Want to do something tomorrow and then go to work hehe. Alright, i guess nothing much more to say nights everyone ! lala ~
WEE ~ Im back blogging hehe today was a very very tiring day for mee. Woke at around 8 plus then prepare slack a while then took train+bus to work reached there heng ah never late if not sure kana scolding de. After that prepare everything SHOP OPEN ! hehe ~ today lunch time quite a number of customer coming then all of them went out so left me and 1 of the boss chat chat awhile then all came back le totally cant sleep sia dont know why ? Night time is like totally empty so bored i remember is only 4 customer if im not wrong, today doing the counter whole day after that woohoo shop close head fucking pain. 1 more news tomorrow i will be going back to school le the news is like so sudden la actually have prepare on the 8th in the end tomorrow then i need wake up early le haha so anything just sms me 82018158 =) alright nights everyone muAckz.
Im back to write something in my blog :D OMG ! due to yesterday not enough sleep today cant woke up for work was late. So can only cab down wasting my $12 =.= after that faster prepare and get ready start work the lunch today business not bad hehe. After that break time so sian want sleep cannot sleep then Jie Jie and Kor Kor came to visit me kana shock sia because she standing at the window. She and Kor pass me my Christmas present hahaha ! Thanks a lot really like it hehe ~ After that start work again omg ! Dinner ~ is terrible lots of customer coming in and there was 1 group of 15 people i think, to celebrate one of their friends birthday work till headache sia finally all went off then all of us is like woo ~ Relax liao hahaha do closing after that go smoke with Mandy awhile then went home le so tired and thank for the person who call me to peii me chat heheheh alright nothing much to post ready good nights everyone :D.
So long never update blog le let me write something on it =) Just as im thinking something which i really really dont understand. Every life bought to this world must go through the same thing, from a cute little baby who is so innocent,playful kids,teenager becoming stuborn and start to understand life, Adult start to work then stress this and that Bills, Taxs and whatever thing, Senior Citizen have lots of sickness and passed away. Why is it so i really dont understand and those people who have sickness really wish to continue their life and those normal people without sickness trying to commit suicide why is it so ? And then all the people have to stress about this and that why cant the world be a stress free world ? All the people will be smiling everyday without stressing about this and that. I dont know why i suddenly have this topic in my mind maybe is because this few days of lookout, im starting to get tired of this world and gets really really bored everyday. Work,Work,Work then go home sleep i really dont want this kind of life im sick of it . I dont even know am i getting into my course a not and im going to spend my 1 whole year alone again studying as many people who know me im NOT those kind of outspoken person it should take sometimes like my last year OMG ! half year ready is still like no differences still like strangers. Yup,right im those kind of person who dont know how to make friends and in fact im those kind of person who is god choose to make challenges for me i was like almost everyday crying like hell ! But then who will know ? who will care for me ? WHO !? I think i should stop blogging now i cant control my tears. Bye ~ Remember to tag me =) nights everyone
Woohoo ~ i one new year have came sorry this few days dont really have the time to update my blog because im currently working at Bugis Japanese resturant hehe it is quite tired but then i enjoy it because there very fun hehehe ~ Working time- 11.30 till 2.30 then break all the way till 5.3o start work till 10.30. There is a lot a lot of time to rest. Today working as usual but then is like can da wen zi lor so empty and then is like only phoebe,June and me working at night but then lucky we manage to settle everything. After that shop close, my bro and his friends waiting for me to go home then bus-ed home very tired slept in the bus half way then suddenly a uncle banging the chair and shouting loudly i jump up -.- dont know what happen also dont want to be so "KPO". Walked all the way from Cp to home going to sleep early tonight. Im going to get sick soon, not enough rest. *Yawn* alright going to get some rest ready good nights readers :D
