1 May 2010

Slept at around 4 to 5am like this then fall asleep a while have a nightmare is like damn what the fuck !? I woke up crying hopefully that nightmare wont come true ba if not i really will cry like hell de haiz ~ woke up jie jie cook for us haha XP eat le then prepare go out. Today went to my grandmother house's grandfather death anniversary then ate a lot of food went to parkway parade there to help my uncle wife to sign contract for internet haha. Shop shop around then went back there then have dinner le help her set up laptop thing then cab home with my mummy le reach home here are we again MAHJONG ! hahaha XP alright nothing much to update le nights everyone takee care ~MISSED

30 April 2010

Did not sleep well last night actually slept in the morning XP around 11 plus is so damn tiring. Then woke at 2 plus very very shag the whole day then prepare went to Hougang my half soul like already gone ! LOL .. Went to Hougang actually to take back jie jie de medisave thingy de then the person told her that tomorrow could get the sum,Koven,she called to check with the person in bank it took 3 working days to process haha we all like hohoho ~ die liao lor still got 3 more days so long. Went back to her house to take some of her belongings then could see that she dont bear to leave her girl girl lor . Went back home feel damn headache sia lack of sleep maybe hopefully no other reasons. They packing my room im so like damn ps la but then i really no energy le ma. Like half dead XP after that i came back to alive LOL ! WAHAHAHHA ~ Alright nothing much to add on nights everyone :D

27 April 2010

Yes after so much things jie jie finally back to normal le so happy sia and no need see her so tong ku le . Today very very shag because yesterday la haha only 3 people know what happen only so shhh ... XP then woke up 1 plus sms jie jie then all the way sms her im like half sleeping half sms la the whole day. 3 plus went to bath then back to my bed again very lazy sia i like dead person like this cant leave my bed totally no energy la fall asleep till 10 plus my mummy come back home liao then woke up eat some bread . now here am i blogging and finally jie jie ok le yipee ~ so happy can open champagne le LOL . today whole day so shag sia . already nothing much to update le lalala ~ nights everyone .

25 April 2010

This few days jie jie having lots problem and totally bring her down i guess this whole week is her raining day out of 7 days maybe there were 5 days she was crying over ! 2 days back we get back from cini half way she went down the bus and she said she will be walking back home i was like huh ?? walking back home its like damn far la in the end she chase me to take a cab home in the cab i was crying like FUCK the best thing is the uncle on those kind of classic music more worst ! Reach home i totally shag and i started all the nonsense again le having tatoo on my hand i see her like this her pain is double of mine .. so this is totally nothing. I dont know what the hell her bf doing seriously i really dont understand sia. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~~~~ Im going insane confirm. Jie jie gone mia again the most scary thing sia totally cant find her one woke up sms and call her nobody answer till we almost going report police le. Haiz ~ i was like crying and thinking what happen to her why so late le still nobody answer the call im really really afraid what if somebody close to me is not there anymore i will sure landed up in mental hospital or something . I now really very sad i dont know this feelings really hurt a lot.



i hate the feeling of being left out . it really sucks~

22 April 2010

Im back to blogging le woke up at around 3 plus if im not wrong hehe ~ XP is like a pig lor keep on sleeping. Prepare and then meet Desmond then went to Bugis meet jie jie le she playing Maxium Tune her mood dont seems good ba power then they can keep on play all the way till 9 to 10 till they tired liao then slack slack like this talk talk smoke smoke .. 11 plus took bus went back le. Online Jie jie told me everything really feel very pain for her lor she need to handle everything but then i cant help out anything haiz see her like this really heart pain she say those things i can feel how much pain , and she must sacrifice herself haiz .. she say those things im crying like hell but then cant help out. Haiz. Nights le everyone.


To Jie Jie: Whatever the challenge is no matter how hard the road is i will always be with you to overcome everything i say le jiu will do it , and jie you have past so many hard path le this time round you sure will overcome it so jie jie must jiayou never ever give up ! :D

19,20 April 2010

Woke up went to jie jie house and then waited for them and off we went to tanglin guess jie jie addicted to the game le sia hahaha XP. Then play with her girl girl Gina quite naughty de lor haha the fact :X. Went back to jie jie house that time still rainning so kor kor suggest me to stay over there then use computer then a lots a lots of message sia very fann her one like got a lot of business like this LOL .. Then i very very emo then jie jie peii me chat chat about her stuff she really very yong gan lor 21 only go through so much pain and suffer in her life seriously heard all those things feel so sad for her sia but then she manage to settle everything so it's a good thing hopefully now all the new problem came in she got a way to solve it ? chat till early in the morning.


Im like so damn high la keep on talk cock but then my energy wont last long suddenly cool down then my batt is like low batt omg we have plan our agenda for the day, my whole day like zombie like this. First we went to Tampines then jie jie bought a lot a lot of things for me wor so happy :) we went to the clinic in the end result is the boss not there -.- must wait till 26 or 27 is like fucking long la who can still survive man ?? LOLS ~ After that cab to Defu lane jie jie interview then i at downstairs nothing to do i fall asleep i feel something very not right really i dont know it is my imagination or what but then really theres like something touching me i could feel it sia jie jie tap me to wake me then we went out of there then went to bus stop the distance is really far if afternoon or evening walk in sure sweat like ... Kovan Jie jie keep on asking me to go home and rest but then i reject because i dont like the feelings of being alone and i guess no one like it so tried to hang on to it, took bus 80 to Bugis omg i slept all the way sia then arcade time a while then went to west Coast saw Desmond over there too hehe ~ then jie jie meet her hubby ? ermm am i right ?? haha .. then over there they chatting we like so extra like this wor we catch no balls what they were talking about. haha .. after that went home le in train i fall asleep again -.- im so so so tired lor .. hehe finally here am i home i think i gonna have a heavy heavy sleep tonight zzzZZzzzzZ ... good nights everyone. Today i really really happy go out with jie jie so fun although a bit attitude course tired le XP LOVE her a lots muackz ~

19 April 2010

Heyy ~ blogging right now from my jie jie house. wa lau today is what day man it's like April fool for me like so many trick from people ? why ? all three bomb together like this what is this man ??? Wahh ... im going to die ready sia .. FUCK !!!!!!!!!!! now me just want to be single right now i want to cool down .. im really very stress ready please !

18 April 2010

Woke up at around 3 plus staying all the way home is like super tired man and bored, my whole house is so dark like haunted house like this. Scary lor i staying my room the whole day dare not to go out -.- then around 5 plus jie jie went mia .. Lie on the bed and keep on think think think till i going to fall asleep Scare got things happen to her sia until 9 plus finally she on phone le. What a relieve wahh really very scare later she got things happen then told me something about that bitch and i guess i also wont care that bitch le all her things is none of my business. Alright so here am i updating my blog hehe :D and onlining taggs please .


Jie Jie and me XP

12 April 2010

Didnt went to school have a break woke up around 1 or 2 plus still feel that not enough of sleep sia tired and feel a bit headache le . Went to Tanglin then play with her daughter she is so cute la haha but then quite difficult to handle :p cannot take it went to buy 2 panadol but then it seems like no use. We were there till around 5 plus i think went back to their house then jie jie prepare we went out le to hougang mall have sabu sabu for dinner haha but then this time round jie jie mood not good :( but then i seriously dont know what to do sia so both of us just eat without talking haiz ~ After that we went to hougang plaza she da bao food for alvin kor kor, then play the stackers again haha .. Went home after that got something happen which make me feel so hurt and im kick out of the HOUSE ! i have nowhere to go so find jie jie a while then cry till like hell after that here am i blogging .. I dont even know tomorrow will i make it for school a not im so fucking tired ! *yawn* alright i have nothing much to say ready nights everyone haiz ~

11 April 2010 (Jie Jie house's)

Today went to jie jie house's and then dont know how to go reach there im like LOST ! walking round and round the playground like an idiot like this finally found then reach jie jie house le. After that we went to eat sabu sabu o.O dont know did i spell correctly ? After that went to Taglin there find her friends then then off we went to rounding woohoo ~ high sia hahaha .. but then this time round didn't went to a lot of place after that reach hougang plaza dont know what to do because if i reach home i sure will sleep because still got some free time so jie jie pei me actually planning to go lan in the end CLOSED ! ok then nevermind saw Philips and Ronald playing pool then jie jie start to play the stacker things haha win a lot of things sia :p hehe .. then decided to go to jie jie house's to stay over for 1 night guess have bought a lot of trouble for her sia haiz ~ sorry ! END

10 April 2010(Blogging at Jie jie house's)

Woohoo ~ this was my second time on bike and then this time round they plan to go rounding high sia but then actually quite scare haven get use of it and i have 4 drivers Philips, Guo Wei, Andy and baby, got the change to try all different kind of speed wee ~ firstly we went to near outram there if im not wrong after that to henderson and then Yishun Dem last to Changi Airport and is like so funny all of us lost pair by pair the place look damn dark then have so called breakfast over there haha was damn tired didn't get anything and at that time thinking that i going cannot make it le. after that choing all the way back and then baby is lost .. they went back to find us then reach home around 8 plus then reach home prepare actually planning to go pray de too tired le fall asleep half way then keep on kana gan lor nag nag nag .. Thats all lalala ~

10 April 2010

Woohoo ~ this few days really have lots of lots of fun with Vicky Jie Jie she let me forget a lot of things sia teach me lots of dao li really thank a lot. Today woke up by a shocking sms im totally like blur la then faster wake up prepare took a cab down to Hougang Plaza to meet jie jie saw her like crying like this but then i dont really dont know what to do sia dont even know how to help out haiz~ after that we went to Ochard to collect her handphone from Nokia Care have dinner then went to Bugis High hahaha we are DDR siao lor keep on play then some of the steps miss in the end step on those NAILS it hurt man ouch ! there saw some of my jie jie de kor kor (quite complicated ar ? haha ) after that finally got the chance to see baby le miss him so much man .. we went to cini with jie jie de kor kor's to catch a movie that one is gangster show very very nice sia after movie receive such a shocking news actually is really a good news for my jie jie lor im also very happy for her :D but then haiz ~~ i really dont want to say much le a bit emotion now going to sleep le really very tired le . Nights everyone.

7 April 2010

im really really so HURT ! who can understand my feelings ? yeah im a cry baby so WHAT ? once and ever i keep on keeping hurt. NO FRIENDS who care for me, NO FUTURE who knows what am i thinking i can anytime where i dont feel alright i could cut myself i could jump down whats more ? in my life maybe ya there's 2 who i really really trust my baby and dearest jie jie (Vicky)who willing to help me if both of them not with me i really dont know what will i do ! seriously those people who have been my best friend for YEARS ! i could even do those things to them. WHAT to do the time also cannot turn back and i guess they will really hate me A LOTS for my stupid decision i have make ! but then i really regret for my decision .. HAIZ ... This few days really a lot of things happen to me i really need my baby, my jie jie , my friends to pei me to go through all those things i really really sad i dont know what to do. i have been crying over and over again, im really tired of it who can really help me ? although yeah i guess im quite drunk but then all this things is really what im thinking in my heart always never clear.Those happy days with my friend, those times with the person who LIES to me which i believe the most.. WHATS MORE ?? how about next time ? who will come and read my post ? i could even remember all those people who related to me .

Clarissa- Darling, Jie jie.
Kenny-Kor kor, Uncle
Longting- mama
Rebecca- ah ma
Xuan Wei- tai ah gong
ah bi- jie jie

all those people who really brings me lots of laughter but then i did a really wrong decision when i even think of it i really really cry my heart really hurts a lot . thanks to my dearest jie jie ah bi she could even say she want find me out to beat ! i dont even know when is the day it will happen . i thought i always makem the person happy maybe this is my mission but then i guess im really in the deep wrong . who knows ? my mother always say this word 酒后吐真言. now i believe it all this things i have post to today is really from my heart. Now i really thank my baby and my Vicky jie jie who help me out love you all a lots if dont have you guess i might not be alive anymore ! although i just know you guys for a few days but then i know you guess are really trying to help me out. Love you guys a lots muacks ..
Im crying while im note all this things down . its getting late ready so good nights .

4 April 2010

Chee Bye ! good that bitch dont want to admit everything she done nevermind i believe god have eyes and can be witness now she can dont admit good lor her .. i will always remember her one. THANK FOR EVERYTHING MAN dare to do dont dare to admit HAHAHA this is so funny man nevermind i think she thinks that money is more important then family, Friends nice one dont know why this world still got this kind of people sia. Guess this kind of people can destroy the whole world man *sigh* hopefully the world can turn into peace again wor .. i really super super angry .. tonight not going to sleep again le .. first time in my life have this kind of feeling sia .

3 April 2010

Fall asleep in the morning at 6am was so tired but then woke up at the time at 2pm i think of a call, then online a while after that go prepare and cab down all the way to Queenstown CC was a bit scare actually because the taxi driver also dont know where is it and im first time going over there but then he manage to find the way and his speed is woot ~ reach there was quite hungry because yesterday the whole day didn't eat then heard that my mummy say must wait till 10 pm plus i was like die le die le haha .. But performance can eat free buffet mummy steal some for me XP a lot of can call senior citizens hahaha :X a lot sing till out of tune de and some cant catch rythem the worst thing is the P.A the music keep on not ready ! if people pay 50 bucks and have this kind of concert -.- waited so so so long finally my mummy turn le and then when i video the people keep on walking in and out im like going to shout can you all stop walking in and out a not damn angry de. Mummy sing till nice but then the sound like a bit too sharp maybe should edit a bit ba . :D reach home da bao food then thats all for today :D nights everyone ..







IM ATTACHED :D

3 April 2010

Today finally everything is settle everything from bottom of my heart have spoke up. My heart really really very pain but then i guess the thing faster settle rather then drag it longer and longer. Yeah i know im stupid ! i have really learn the lesson. Haiz ~ mood very low but then thank to those people who have help me out who have support me really thanks a lot of you guys. Nothing much to post this few days may be quite emo im gonna be alright and i must continue jiayou ! tomorrow will be a better day.