10 December 2011

Weee ~ Friday night go drink after that seh seh go work during morning but surprisingly I still can wake up, then I heard a good news my mood is like flying woohoo, nothing much happen in office after work went to meet DARLING ! So damn long didn't meet her le, after that when bugis we go eat eat then walk walk around after that Lawrence came we decided to sing :D Went back to hougang plaza regular place hehe, then while singing that time some super irritating people keep on calling and texting NON STOP ! I si bei du lan ! If I'll her I won't choose this kind of guys and break off LONG DAMN TIME AGO. We switch to VIP room due to machine problem ! Haha we like WOW ! the room so power ^^ happy happy as If like real life concert. Sing half way quek quek came ! Then a while later somebody coming to fetch darling ! EH ! HELLO ! DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD IS SHE .. WHEN SHE KEEP ON CRYING DON'T WANT TO GO OFF WHO'S FAULT I SERIOUSLY TELL YOU IF ONE DAY SHE GONE MAD I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE TO FIND YOU ! YOU'RE THE PERSON WHO LET HER BECOME LIKE THIS.YOU KNOW WHATS THE FEELIG STAYING IN THE PRISON FINALLY RELISE YOU KNOW THAT KIND OF FEELING A NOT ? YOU ALSO CARE ABOUT YOURSELF HOW ABOUT HER ? LET HER OUT AWHILE CALL LIKE DON'T KNOW HOW MANY 100 X ? YOU JUST TOO SELFISH ! FCKING HELL ! SO STOP CONTROL HER AND YOU ARE ALSO THE SAME PATTERN AS ALL HER EX ! tsk tsk tsk ...

After that went back to sing, till now just reach home actually can be so happy but then in the end !! FUCK !

10 nov

Recently, fall sick and emo have been chasing me so fast that I can't even recognize myself anymore :( last night, have a quarrel about the same thing ? I knew that for this month I won't have extra money or even enough saving, i used $300 to change to Taiwan dollar I use for my bills, my transport and food, I don't bother to tell her cause whatever I said I also no used. So I just told her I've not cannot give you money she gave me a disappointed look which really make me feels so much pain ! :( 我觉得我很不孝。but I don't really have a choice then she added in then electric bills 600 + I'm not gonna pay ! I walk to my in close the door and hide inside my blanket and I cry after awhile it I cry till numb all my nonsense came back think only 2 people realize so should keep it as a secret.I did it not because I'm crazy because I should deserve how the pain it is. I really don't know how to do, or what to do ? Can someone just guide me through ? Tired of everything :(

5,6,7 November 2011

Gonna be in very detail cause i want to remember everything ! Wee wee wee ... On the 4th of november I asked my bro and his friend to ton with me ! I knew once I sleep everything gonna be GG ! I won't be able to wake up, then after that time to fetch them one by one, then off we went to airport. We reach first follow by the rest I'm so EXCITED ! Then after that we have our breakfast and im busy searching for my language key ! check In funny things starts aunty Cheryl wears the shoe with sharp sharp tons and ask to take off ! We guys there laughing non -stop Have the best view outside thanks guys for letting me sit at the window seats mountain tortise like me didn't take plane, enjoy the view !! I took some photos of it will be posting up soon when I've energy . After 4 hours of flight we finally reach Taiwan, and Internet cheat our feelings we bring those very thick clothing in the end,The weather is like 29 c -.- reach there walk around and took bus bus to our hotel reach there thought the hotel is like nearby those shopping centre this kind of area the surrounding is those shophouses GOOD check in hotel and throw all my things out searching for the KEY ! but best thing is i didnt bring, thanks 和尚 help me open. have our lunch nearby our hotel and after that shop around the area it's like Bugis street, the sky there very dark 5 plus like this already look like 7 or 8.we have our dinner and off we went to clubbing I'm so damn worried I can't get in cause most of the club need to be at least 18 I'm luck enough, club is 100xx better than our singapore. Start chilling around after that dance dance wow first time I dance till so high LOL ! I remember I don't dance in club .. Then IM DRUNK :( don't really remember what happen but I know something is I need to GO ON DIET ! Uncle Faizal complaining I'm very heavy when carrying me :( but still need to thanks him if not I going to sleep there.


SECOND DAY !
Overslept overslept ! I'm too tired already so is my partner, we are LATE ! and I'm suffering from hangover walking seh seh like this for the whole trip, heard that people said me cry last night ! I think I know what I think and why am I crying like crazy LOL ..then heard many of people drunk too not only me but I'm one of them then the ways the bring them back I'm laughing non stop like uncle Vicky they put him in car booth After reach hotel put him on language thingy and push him back to room, and uncle derrick still said he seh seh don't know what the pushing hahahaha .. After that uncle Rizal fall asleep in the toilet , 和尚 dancing very high I missed all that SHIT ! have our own tour first destination to Dan shui there is great but the traffic is really very dangerous cars and motor along the road, have some shopping over there still very seh then next stop to Taipei 101 there got lots of people we have to wait for seats ! And lots of food but I think I'm not suitable to live there cause I'm not use eating food there. After eating walk walk awhile found a spot and we rest and chat talking lots of rubbish laughing like hell, next stop to xi men ding free an easy walk till my leg damn pain plus very tired don't really shop there cause lots of people plus a bit not feeling well, didn't bought things just walk walk then last min bought a bag and a cloth for myself, and lots of tibits , went to Lao zhu and Gui room we chat chat there and have the Maggie mee very NICE ! got real meat inside. After that back to my own room, then went to opposite hotel with Aunty Cheryl and uncle Jason to check the rates for breakfast ! Then too happening we thinking to have a walk then all most of them came down to lobby even boss, so we decided to go club again since it the last night, again I have to worry how old then can enter the club ! Luckily again is 18 weee ~ have a sit then there's competition going on 4 people is dancing ! And one of the girls took off her CLOTHES ! Left with her bra and then second round she took off HER UPPER CLOTHING ! But outcoming result she didn't win ! LOL.. Just because of the 2000 ! I think Singapore club if girls doing that the bouncer CONFIRM throw the girl out .. Then dance dance and drink and went back the hotel .

THRID DAY - last day ..
We're late again but it's not that late as second day keep everything went to bath and off we go for tarts after that to steamboat !! The mee is nice :D we ate a lot of packet . Have some photo taken then after that straight went to airport !! We're rotting there seriously nothing to do we're there as early as 3 plus if I'm not wrong and we can only check in at 5.10 ! We rest at a area create so much jokes ! We laugh as if we're crazy people looking at us, then after that finally we can check in, sit in the plane again 4 hours back to SINGAPORE ! weee ... But I'm really really very tired and I'm having slightly fever walking like a dead, but I can't mc for the next day also so after that wait for the rest of them to shop at tax free and off we went thanks Aunty Cherly fetch me home , reach home mummy is still not asleep she is nagging at me for not buying anything :( tired after nagging went to sleep ! It's really great experience although the trip plan is not really successful ! I really enjoy a lot the stay with them.

WONDERFUL TRIP !! :D I'll always remember all this ..

5 october 2011

I'm finally back blogging again, my birthday celebration is so great thanks to all my dearest colleague plus my friends and those Facebook friends wishing me :D I'm so so happy. After my birthday I seem like being so tiring and then my irritating headache is back to me again :( ahhh ! Help... Today the work is like one whole stack of PAPERS ! o.o like everlasting finish then need do do do ... Who saids what is not tiring ? Now I understand, how it is cannot cope with stress and by putting lots more into it and become a bomb. But first to die I don't think it will be me confirm my dearest teacher and gui die first :x but I really wish to help them rather than siting there and nothing to do and they don't have to end work so late and enjoy the rest of the day with family member . As for me early or late end work it's really doesn't matter to me cause it's still the same I rather stay late do till really knock down then home bath and just sleep ... Haha .. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for all of us .

11 September 2011

Weee ~ updating blog, self awake at 12.40 after that gui, sms me not enough sleep ! Going to become zombie tomorrow, after that went to woodlands lots of food to eat as usual still very ps. After that start table, woohoo ! We play blackjack then I keep wining and lost final is ....... I lost $5. Haha, after that went to far east to have dinner shop a while and home sweet home.

10 sep 2011

Weee ~ I'm back blogging once again, hmmm.. I found the apps for iPhone therefore I should update my blog regularly. Woke up at 10 ++ By my phone, so many phone calls and messages after that fall asleep back till 1.30 found out I'm late! O.o run to prepare and then went out to the first celebration at Nora's house lots of food :D and finally my pineapple tarts weeee .. After celebration we went to tampines to find presents but most of the time we like looking for our stuff :x opss.. Went to Roy, there lots of people. What an unlucky day ! My shoe spoil half way !! Then after that when home meow meow at downstairs she still follow me up, after sending her down don't know how she came up amazing..

16 August 2011

Time have fly so fast ~

I'm finally back to blogging, it's so so tiring everyday recently latest fall asleep at 12 am not later than that am too tired, however, few hours of sleep is still not enough for me imagining i've been sleep 17 hours when i'm off that is how tired am i, a lot of things happening as usual, difficult to explain but start to understand things and most of the things is not that easy as what i seen, like how many kind of people are there or wearing mask daily, being a 2 sided person. I'm glad that there are still people who are there to care for me ♥♥♥ those kind of feeling hardly to describe.

More people is leaving us soon, wonder is there any different after that ? :( hais ~ Another sudden attack in my life which make me real confuse but hopefully those is just what i thought it won't happen. Something which i really kept in my heart but i just can't said out till it is the right time to say anything. tsk tsk . byeee ~ everyone.

~If you choose to give up,

i'll not stop you but i'll said that it still not the time to make up decisions.

28 July 2011

Weeeeeeee ~ super super long did'nt update my blog blog already, Suffering from insufficent rest for this whole week all the way till Sunday, Starting from last Sat slept at 4am then woke up 9am, Sunday- 2 to 3 am to 6.30 am Monday 12 am to 6.30am, tue- 11 am to 6.30 wed 2 am to 6.30 Thursday... hmmmmm ~ i wonder what time am i sleeping tonight, i still got 2 more days to gooooooooooooooooooooooooo ... tired tired tired ! Yesterday, all damn too-pid :X all suddenly get so addictied to facebook all gone crazy, have lots of disturbing also -.- who is the most who kana all this kind of stuff ? of course is ME ! LOL ~ and and and today i reciveve a DORAEMON BANK BANK :D thanks Cherly i think she is hinting me to save more more money then spending every single money of it . One more days to my brother birthday, going to disturb him again growing OLDER :x alright stopp crapping

~ bye bye

13 July 2011

Weeeeeeee ~ i'm back to blogging.. BEST ! today lots of jokes happening :D morning as usual nothing much doing the same thing after that afternoon time, starting to things to do, woohoo, then finish everything after that went home got 2 JOKER MAKING ME LAUGH LIKE MAKE ! hahaha ! Firstly, Mr Ahbang saw the dog outside AB room and then he run all the way behind the warehouse should see in real life how fast he run vroooommm .. GONE and hide inside the ops room LOL ! after that uncle send me back home home, almost reaching home one of the car suddenly cut infront of us almost hit the car then MR Uncle point out something ! HAHAHAHA ! I'M LAUGHING NON-STOP !!

8 July 2011

Weeeeeeee ~ i'm back to blogging today, Early in the morning got lots of lots of stuff to do so damn chaotic, like fighting in a war but manage to finish everything, after that things getting slightly better after favorite time LUNCH TIME :D lot's of food for me to eat, eating like a hungry ghost after lunch super tired ! almost fall asleep ! my eyes is like -.- then start to do my daily job, today knock off is so lonely all the people went off left me alone, but then i stay late at least i got help out a bit :D then waited for them to ready and went off have our DINNER at around 9 like this and tonight i'm gonna sleep early and prepare for tomorrow and there's chalet tomorrow woohooooooooooooo ~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHH ! tired.. should stop right near nights everyone :D

7 july 2011

back to blogging .... This few days got lots of lots of thing get mess UP ! WHICH CAN'T BE HAPPEN WHY IS IT HAPPENING AGAIN :( FML ! When things happen and i don't know how to settle can only ask for help... hais ~ really so helpless, thought should be getting better instead of getting WORST ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~ i'm going to be crazy soon plus office de rumors, how am i going to survive ?? when i'm trying to be happy and just forget everything.. HAIS HAIS HAIS ~ i'm tired really tired, but then i've to hang on this is a promise to myself . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

like today wrong again almost get reject and many people also will get into trouble, i really really hanging my tears i went to toilet and cool myself down if not i'm gonna cry in the office for sure, i'm trying hard to STOP ! i look happy but you guys are wrong i'm not. I don't want you guys to get stress up too... so saying rubbish to make you all relax a bit hope i do those things won't let you all feel irritated.

17 June 2011

Weeee ~ Finally back to blogging again this few days really very tired have been going out when i reached home i'm fucking tired just fall asleep don't even know how long i didn't touch my lappy le and my 60 plus Ep of drama is still not yet finish :( wonder how long i can finally finish. Yawn tomorrow sat ! gonna sleep till damn late weeeee ~ and back to KTV again with Panda.

11 June 2011

Weeeee ~ I'm back to blogging again,

Mummy went for holiday, 5 days first day already started to miss her already is like so quiet, was damn bored and i guess i got lots of housework to do which i hate the mots !!! :(

As usual work work work ! :D Hehe, everyday work is so damn good, but then the timing if adjust is the best ! :D then i wake up later no need so early weeee ~ Counting down 4 days,

MUMMY MUST FASTER COME BACK !

3 June 2011

Panda Sister :D

Back to blogging again nowadays not feeling real well, having block nose for like hmmm 3 days ? didn't get any better and getting worst till i got FEVER and is not stable up and down :( Manage to finish work for today, As u

sual always that good girl :X This few days totally like walking dead or rather called "Zombie" ! and then office is back to silent once again without all my CRAPS ! wait for me when i get well i will have lots of craps again :D. Have lots of job for this few days but thanks them for showing Mercy if not i guess i stare at the paper for 1 hour i didn't even start a single thing. After work went to Marina Square for dinner just nice Panda working there today, so went to find her at the mean time we went for dinner first she knock off we change to........ KBOX ! WOOOHOOOOOOOOO ~ so high and so damn long never meet her already, but then arghhh ! block nose make my voice like !##%$@$#%$# cannot make it T.T sing till 3am then GO HOME ! have a wonderful night :D

27 May 2011

Weeeeeeeeee ~ Back to blogging, Today woke up kinda early, After that was still early went to Expo Bought Breakfast supposedly gonna have BK for Breakfast but then too BAD ! Haven open sian so have Subway for breakfast back to office was late 10 mins office is like so empty, have my bread bread and 1 L of milk as usual, Then early in the morning Teacher already create joke for me ! HAHAHA ! I can't stop laughing but i'm like so bad lor :X When i think of that i can continuously laugh for don't know they must be thinking i'm Crazy. Ehem Ehem ! Serious !! Then start to do the Forms, beginning is LIKE ALREADY MESS UP :( AND GETTING STRESS UP ! CAUSE VERY VERY BLUR, Is it because of insufficient of sleep ? Then next more worst early in the morning already feel like BANGING THE WALL ! Then going to lunch that time talk about something which really making my tears fall but i'm bearing with it i don't know they can see it a not ehh i think better not, cause if i cried it's not gonna stop as well T.T, and i forgotten something important somemore making it worst, Then lunch time weeeeeeeeee ~ Have KFC for lunch thanks Vic- Principal for treating yum yum gonna get fat SOOON ~ After that continue doing was a bit relax cause i guess they also know i damn stress, But then WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER EVERYTHING BEEN THOUGHT ?! KEEP REPEATING THE SAME THING, Make things troublesome for them i feeling bad too ! Early celebration for Dexter too given him a Surprise, and then knock off went to Arcade and then BOWWWLING ~ i'm so lousy in it, Aiming like -.- .. Guess tomorrow suffering from muscle cramp ! hehehe ~ having event for tomorrow weeeeeeeeeeee ~Good nights everyone :D:D:D:D

Gonna Keep practicing and not GIVING UP !

24 May 2011

Weee ~ Once again i'm back to blogging, Yesterday I've been confirm yi pi ya ya yi pi yee pi ya ~ :p I'm so happy :D As usual work work and work, but then i enjoy working a lot cause not like so boring ~ All of them is so fun ehh guess i'm the "Entertainer" over there to make everyone so high and energetic out of just 1 mins, lalala ~ Isn't this better then those quiet and by stressing with lots of work to do ? Hopefully they don't feel me annoying that's the only thing, Hmmm .. Weather is so so hot ! Guess the weather gonna be all the way till June or July :( So People drink lots of lots of lots of WA-TER to get rid of sickness yeah :D

Good nights everyone ~~~

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

14 May 2011

I'm back to blogging weeeeeeee ~ i'm so bored staying at home nothing to do ! Nowadays start to watch drama again, Korean Drama "同伊“ the drama is so nice la ! Like last time "大长今", But then need really consecrate cause there's not translation just Subtitle starting to watch few ep i need to keep pausing cause they talk so fast !!! Dont get what they saying about but then after that is better already, Last night, have Dinner at Sakura at Pasir Ris downtown eaten really really full then i've been quite tired over there ba, cause Mr Lau talk about something then i keep thinking this and that then somehow got a bit emo le not talking again :( after dinner went to Kbox with Derrick again this is the third time already, we 2 like so crazy just 1 month went there so many many time but then yesterday my voice like SHIT ! LOL ~ don't know is it moody then like this yesterday drank just a trequila Coke then felt a bit seh liao ~ hmmmm ! then after K have mac lots of things to talk about office staff and my personal stuff i guess he confirm kana shock a lot of times HAHAHA :x after that went home it's like almost 5 then wash up and sleep ~ And woke up at 8 today to work, dragging myself away from my BED ! then cycle count with Dexter and Cheryl somehow i stay there long liao i felt like i'm like so extra lor, plus the room is really stuffy inside i start to feel headache again, plus LACK OF WATER ! office run out of water :( reach home around nearly 3 then bath and then lalala land all the way till 9 ++ then brother cook Fried Rice for me :D:D nice nice, then here am i waiting for the drama to load and i'm gonna sleep soon already damn tired ! -.- tomorrow any event ? Hopefully there is .

Good nights everyone... .

10 May 2011

我的心真的很痛..

I'm back to blogging again finally ~ This few days nothing much happening again work and work as usual, but then this month there's a lot of holiday :D but then 1 thing is holiday also no use nothing to do ? SPENDING MY HOLIDAYS AT HOME ! HOW PATHETIC IS IT ?! I WANNA GO OUT !~ ANYONE ANYONE ....

have been emo-ing again, people gonna ask me what happen but then i guess all the answer im gonna give is nothing i'm just fine with a *fake smile* actually it's hurts a lot from last or NOW ! Last time i've a lot of friends around me which i could just thinks of way to help them when i got stress up and thinking how to solve it i'm rather happy cause they trust me rather then NOW ! not much people around me so nothing much to stress on mind left so much BLANKS but then the problem is i felt so so lonely from don't know when till now i'm like just concentrating on my work nothing much, push everything a side, and get myself busy so there's no time for me to think this and that, but then whenever i'm alone the feeling came back to me which making me feeling TERRIBLE ! those kind of feelings is unexplainable, I left ??? in my mind thats will be my last conclusion after i remember all those stuff and think how stupid am i to make all those decisions which could not turn back. HAPPY MOMENTS ? HAHA ! how pathetic am i ? No ones actually knows about it, step into a wrong area, wrong decisions, been ignore and then kick out ?! I NEED MORE LUCK TO KEEP MY LIFE GOING ON ~

5 May 2011

I'm back to blogging, hmmm nothing much to update just work and work :) Second to almost the third month of my job, Firstly i would like to thanks my parents friends to introduce me a great job :D Thanks uncle Ben. There's a lot of people i want to thanks. Everything starts from Beginning,

JACE,Thank for sending me to work and back home first day of work i'm late then got scolding from then from that on actually a bit scare of you but then now should be ok already :X

When i step in to the company i started with Sales first as i'm not really those kind of outspoken person, plus i'm those kind who is super shy one ! But luckily this friendly manager of mine start to talk to me a lot a lot of things regarding to family, relationship and personal stuff.

Dexter, Thank to guide me throughout all the problem i'm facing and advice given by you is really useful, I will still continue to plan how my life it gonna to be :D

Faizal, Thank for guiding me in AB, Everytime i got in mistake you're the one helping me to solve, and you will always said "Nevermind learn from your mistake will get better next time".

Few weeks later, I get into Cs they are very friendly but then still a bit scare. They arrange Cherlyn to teach me all the stuff so i called her mine teacher.

Cherlyn, Thank for teaching me and being patience with me,I knew I done a lot of careless mistake but you never scold me and just encourage me, you will said " Do wrong nevermind you will helped me up" but hopefully i won't drive you crazy. :D You try to get everything done smoothly.

CS manager so i called her Principal :D

Faith, Thank for guiding me and print out notes for me, cheering me up and ask me not to give up " Believe in myself" recently I've finance problem every morning you will bought me a 1L HL milk :D

And of course the last person who i wanted to thanks. Boss-Lao da

Shuan, Thank for accepting me to this company, and thank for the help i will never forget :D you're the best boss I've.

All is my thank you speech ! hahaha :D nothing much to post. Good nights.

25 April 2011

COUSIN :D

It have been so so long i didnt update my blog again, due to insufficient of time i guess this weeks i didnt sleep more then 5 hour or less than that my cousin from Austria is back to Singapore most of the time make visits over there, it was so so tired, But most of the time is busy working miss out a lot a lot of events with event such as Universal Studio which i'm damn regretted, cause promise my sales track that i will be working, Next Pulau Ubin which is quite interesting and i overslept at my friend's house that day turn up LATE ! last one is Wild Wild Wet ! i miss it too due to too tired ! ALL THE EVENTS I MISSED ! :( But then luckily still have some photos with them :D Have BBQ on Sunday which is Cynthia's Birthday , and the last day their stayed in Singapore. Have lots of fun and i'm broke . Gonna save up the money and hang on till 1st of may. Hmmm .. nothing much to update miss a lot of my friend which i never met up for quite long. Good nights everyone :D

Emily and me :)

Emily,Me & Lily

Emily and Me :)

My Brother,Uncle and me

Lily and Me :D

Lily and me

Me and my brother

Me and my brother :D

Smile :D

hehehe :D

Alan and me

Lily and my brother

Emily and my brother

My brother,Emily and me

Mandy,me and my brother (gay)

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