27 May 2011

Weeeeeeeeee ~ Back to blogging, Today woke up kinda early, After that was still early went to Expo Bought Breakfast supposedly gonna have BK for Breakfast but then too BAD ! Haven open sian so have Subway for breakfast back to office was late 10 mins office is like so empty, have my bread bread and 1 L of milk as usual, Then early in the morning Teacher already create joke for me ! HAHAHA ! I can't stop laughing but i'm like so bad lor :X When i think of that i can continuously laugh for don't know they must be thinking i'm Crazy. Ehem Ehem ! Serious !! Then start to do the Forms, beginning is LIKE ALREADY MESS UP :( AND GETTING STRESS UP ! CAUSE VERY VERY BLUR, Is it because of insufficient of sleep ? Then next more worst early in the morning already feel like BANGING THE WALL ! Then going to lunch that time talk about something which really making my tears fall but i'm bearing with it i don't know they can see it a not ehh i think better not, cause if i cried it's not gonna stop as well T.T, and i forgotten something important somemore making it worst, Then lunch time weeeeeeeeee ~ Have KFC for lunch thanks Vic- Principal for treating yum yum gonna get fat SOOON ~ After that continue doing was a bit relax cause i guess they also know i damn stress, But then WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER EVERYTHING BEEN THOUGHT ?! KEEP REPEATING THE SAME THING, Make things troublesome for them i feeling bad too ! Early celebration for Dexter too given him a Surprise, and then knock off went to Arcade and then BOWWWLING ~ i'm so lousy in it, Aiming like -.- .. Guess tomorrow suffering from muscle cramp ! hehehe ~ having event for tomorrow weeeeeeeeeeee ~Good nights everyone :D:D:D:D

Gonna Keep practicing and not GIVING UP !

24 May 2011

Weee ~ Once again i'm back to blogging, Yesterday I've been confirm yi pi ya ya yi pi yee pi ya ~ :p I'm so happy :D As usual work work and work, but then i enjoy working a lot cause not like so boring ~ All of them is so fun ehh guess i'm the "Entertainer" over there to make everyone so high and energetic out of just 1 mins, lalala ~ Isn't this better then those quiet and by stressing with lots of work to do ? Hopefully they don't feel me annoying that's the only thing, Hmmm .. Weather is so so hot ! Guess the weather gonna be all the way till June or July :( So People drink lots of lots of lots of WA-TER to get rid of sickness yeah :D

Good nights everyone ~~~

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

14 May 2011

I'm back to blogging weeeeeeee ~ i'm so bored staying at home nothing to do ! Nowadays start to watch drama again, Korean Drama "同伊“ the drama is so nice la ! Like last time "大长今", But then need really consecrate cause there's not translation just Subtitle starting to watch few ep i need to keep pausing cause they talk so fast !!! Dont get what they saying about but then after that is better already, Last night, have Dinner at Sakura at Pasir Ris downtown eaten really really full then i've been quite tired over there ba, cause Mr Lau talk about something then i keep thinking this and that then somehow got a bit emo le not talking again :( after dinner went to Kbox with Derrick again this is the third time already, we 2 like so crazy just 1 month went there so many many time but then yesterday my voice like SHIT ! LOL ~ don't know is it moody then like this yesterday drank just a trequila Coke then felt a bit seh liao ~ hmmmm ! then after K have mac lots of things to talk about office staff and my personal stuff i guess he confirm kana shock a lot of times HAHAHA :x after that went home it's like almost 5 then wash up and sleep ~ And woke up at 8 today to work, dragging myself away from my BED ! then cycle count with Dexter and Cheryl somehow i stay there long liao i felt like i'm like so extra lor, plus the room is really stuffy inside i start to feel headache again, plus LACK OF WATER ! office run out of water :( reach home around nearly 3 then bath and then lalala land all the way till 9 ++ then brother cook Fried Rice for me :D:D nice nice, then here am i waiting for the drama to load and i'm gonna sleep soon already damn tired ! -.- tomorrow any event ? Hopefully there is .

Good nights everyone... .

10 May 2011

我的心真的很痛..

I'm back to blogging again finally ~ This few days nothing much happening again work and work as usual, but then this month there's a lot of holiday :D but then 1 thing is holiday also no use nothing to do ? SPENDING MY HOLIDAYS AT HOME ! HOW PATHETIC IS IT ?! I WANNA GO OUT !~ ANYONE ANYONE ....

have been emo-ing again, people gonna ask me what happen but then i guess all the answer im gonna give is nothing i'm just fine with a *fake smile* actually it's hurts a lot from last or NOW ! Last time i've a lot of friends around me which i could just thinks of way to help them when i got stress up and thinking how to solve it i'm rather happy cause they trust me rather then NOW ! not much people around me so nothing much to stress on mind left so much BLANKS but then the problem is i felt so so lonely from don't know when till now i'm like just concentrating on my work nothing much, push everything a side, and get myself busy so there's no time for me to think this and that, but then whenever i'm alone the feeling came back to me which making me feeling TERRIBLE ! those kind of feelings is unexplainable, I left ??? in my mind thats will be my last conclusion after i remember all those stuff and think how stupid am i to make all those decisions which could not turn back. HAPPY MOMENTS ? HAHA ! how pathetic am i ? No ones actually knows about it, step into a wrong area, wrong decisions, been ignore and then kick out ?! I NEED MORE LUCK TO KEEP MY LIFE GOING ON ~

5 May 2011

I'm back to blogging, hmmm nothing much to update just work and work :) Second to almost the third month of my job, Firstly i would like to thanks my parents friends to introduce me a great job :D Thanks uncle Ben. There's a lot of people i want to thanks. Everything starts from Beginning,

JACE,Thank for sending me to work and back home first day of work i'm late then got scolding from then from that on actually a bit scare of you but then now should be ok already :X

When i step in to the company i started with Sales first as i'm not really those kind of outspoken person, plus i'm those kind who is super shy one ! But luckily this friendly manager of mine start to talk to me a lot a lot of things regarding to family, relationship and personal stuff.

Dexter, Thank to guide me throughout all the problem i'm facing and advice given by you is really useful, I will still continue to plan how my life it gonna to be :D

Faizal, Thank for guiding me in AB, Everytime i got in mistake you're the one helping me to solve, and you will always said "Nevermind learn from your mistake will get better next time".

Few weeks later, I get into Cs they are very friendly but then still a bit scare. They arrange Cherlyn to teach me all the stuff so i called her mine teacher.

Cherlyn, Thank for teaching me and being patience with me,I knew I done a lot of careless mistake but you never scold me and just encourage me, you will said " Do wrong nevermind you will helped me up" but hopefully i won't drive you crazy. :D You try to get everything done smoothly.

CS manager so i called her Principal :D

Faith, Thank for guiding me and print out notes for me, cheering me up and ask me not to give up " Believe in myself" recently I've finance problem every morning you will bought me a 1L HL milk :D

And of course the last person who i wanted to thanks. Boss-Lao da

Shuan, Thank for accepting me to this company, and thank for the help i will never forget :D you're the best boss I've.

All is my thank you speech ! hahaha :D nothing much to post. Good nights.