21 Jan 2011

Wahh so long never update my bloggy le. Have been working and working and working hmmm.. being very tired at most of the time and sleeping real early. YEAH ! i'm changing changing !! alright nothing much to update ...

6 Jan 2011

So fast today is the 6th le, i have been staying over here 4 days le. But then tonight im going home le and then tomorrow must start work le cause going have no money plus somebody birthday is coming le so must work hard earn a bit cash also good. This few days staying over here is happy but however there's still things going on my mind, Wanted to stop thinking also very very hard, I think sooner or later will get depression or already got it, i;m totally crazy ! Stay here once lying on the bed i started crying le thinking thinking thinking but then i have to leave here i cant stay here anymore T.T really bu she de. I have to LEAVE !!! :( hais ~ Dont when still got the time to meet darling le. Message for them ...

Darling.... This 4 days im staying here i'm so happy, really but then i jiu shi will cry :( i dont know why anything also cried it's like already a habit for me le, Once reach till night auto le but then you will still there for me when i cry sayang me and ask me stop crying. hais ~ Thanks for taking care of me for this few days, i'm happy but then i have to leave tonight le dont know when i can see you again le, maybe next time saw you is on your birthday le. Thanks a lot :D will miss you de.

Meooowww... Thank you meow meow when i sad sad you come di siao me, and i sleeping you also disturb me !!! i will remember de next time you watch out woof woof will bite bite you. bleah

6 jan 2011

I'm here since don't know when le. There's happiness and sadness over here to. Happy things is I'm not that stress over here sadness is yesterday i saw some message i should not see and I'm almost crying everyday without fail thinking this and that how could i peace down my mind ? Yesterday think till terrible headache from i started crying till all the way to the morning i just can't sleep once thinking back of the message I'm like totally broke into tears that message i saw i could still remember it the message have been deleted away le and i think is time to go home le but however bu she de what should i do I'm tired... Go home bored stay here mixed feelings i can cry anytime... Sigh.. I got few question actually wanted to ask her but i don't have the time to ask her :( maybe i should just type here or send her message i just want her to reply yes or no...

1 jan 2011

Today is a brand new year i thought i should be happy but i don't have any feelings right now like a dead person like this hurt pain sad happy i have none of the feelings now the only thing is i feel like going home and have a good rest. I now totally not like a human like a ghost ! I'm tired so so tired .. I broke off on the 31 the last day of 2010.