11 December 2010

I'm back to blogging again ~ i think now im going to blog again. This few days im really not happy at all i have been crying all the times ? who know about it ? i'm WEAK ! i do cry easily because of such of the small things . But i cried who will saw it ? only myself when im alone. I cry how hard how pain nobody's know about it. I cant find anyone to talk to i felt so damn lost, WHO WHO WHO ?? even the person who i wanted to tell my everything is no longer there anymore . i only can post up my feelings in the blog. Why god is always playing with people ? Got the fate to meet each other but then always want it to be separate in the end so this is my life ? i feel so terrible i trusted de person i always wanted to see the person have gone again . I'm trap the the very deep of the dark holes, who got the key to release me out ?

9 December 2010

Time passed so fast it soon going to Christmas wonder how this year going to celebrate it, Today was kinda of bored and im feeling im losing someone maybe im wrong but the feelings is still there. :( I really dont know how future is going to process. Im feeling uneasy, why ? Just hope today can just passed seriously im damn bored today. I wanted to meet someone but i couldn't it just too far and im unable to make my way over at home is really bored . I dont want to stay home alone.

26 November 2010

woohoo, so long never update my bloggy. 2 More days to my mumny competition le, this years there is slightly differences because some of my friends is coming along :D haahha.. to support my mummy. I bet it should still be the same she's going to win it yeah. Will be updating after her performance. Byyee ...

11 November 2010

I got a story to tell you guys. Once upon a time there's this girl who is so innocent, quiet, who met 6 new friends and stay together for 4 years everyday meet up almost like a family happily talking teasing around, dancing. But then the girl think that towards them have already faded the friendship. This girl is stupid enough she met this couple thought they are good person but after few months the true colours of this 2 couple came out and the girl is stupid enough who get cheated $1900, She really have no idea on how to do she found her sister have been chatting in msn a while from that day on the girl life changes she saw a lot of new things that she never been doing before, learning more and more things along the way but then all this is always a very short term memories only time is always moving, people is also changing. Her sister have lots of lots of things to settle there's not much time left for her, but then the girl have already said before she will always be by her side but then why she saying this kind of things to hurt the girl ? This is the third time ready anyone knows the feeling i dont think so. The girl have been crying non stop she's really really very sad this time round she is really lost she dont know what to do . Even she did so much is it not enough or help too much ? The feelings is really really hurt. The girl story have been ending here.

11 November 2010

Woohoo ~ im back from blogging le :) Today darling bring her stuff to my house temporaily we have lunch together with my brother and Ivan then sitting at playgroung chat then Andrew came waited for baby finally seen him le haven been see-ing him le. Meet up he bring me to eat eat at Pasir Ris Park, the place is so nice sia .. love it a lot the especially the breeze over there after that finish our dinner went to White Sand there baby buy contact lens for me thanks a lot :) After that we went for fetch Ah Ber then went to movie we watch "71 in to fire" i think the movie name is correct the movie talks about those war thingy and those youngster joined the soilder the show is nice :D. After that went to Ah Ber house's downstairs gathering hahah plan to go where eat, have CJ for supper i think im gonna be pretty fat soon . I WANT TO SLIM DOWN !!! yes :D chatting over there then went home im so tired yawn thats all for the day.

8 November 2010

Today dont know somehow i feel like updating my blog it had been dead for so damn damn long le. My lappy have problem le someone please help, this lappy to me is very important. Let me say about how i got this lappy, When Secondary 4 that time we are planning when we get into ite then all of us both a lappy to school somehow like this, i know that my family is not that rich to have one so im quite sad then i told my parents they said if strike 4D they will buy for me that time is also nearby my birthday i and i got it for my birthday present, but then after that im no longer studying i think i have make my parents all damn disappointed and i feel damn guilty she bought it for me becasue i will use for studying stuff like this but then now ? im not studying and in fact not working thats even worst. I really felt damn sorry to them so no matter what i need to repair this lappy and stay in a good condition and protect it. Secondly, Seriously a lot of things have happen and maybe im no longer the old time of me, Today actually planning to sort out darling de things and then suddenly she said about something really shock me, she said if i never called her in time we wont be see-ing her le, at the moment i heard it my tears fall off i dont know why but then the feelings is written in my dairy no one will knows it, and its hard to tell people too. Another time she told me to remember her in the message i read and i also cried that time seriously i dont know how to stop my tears from flowing im really really really very sad, totally blur also. hais ~ this is what i only knows about my feelings ba. EMO EMO EMO

3 August 2010

Woohoo time fly so fast it have been 4 months le :D. i miss my internet really so damn damn much dont know when i could use again sigh ~ or maybe i need to wait very very long again saded ! :( this few days is still the same nothing much happen. thats all ~ the shortest post i ever have ba.

27 July 2010

Sorry people my internet have been cut down so wont be onlining and blogging nowadays. Miss my internet so damn much still got around 9 more days before my internet is back hais ~ dont know how to passed my days without internet lucky i got work if not i more sian ahh ~ Just few more days ~ hais . This few days have be having those kind of weird weird dont dreams make me cried when i woke up is really like what the fuck i have been crying for the passed few days le. Enough le i dont care whatever what kind of punishment i deserve i dont give a damn ! Pissed ! nothing much to update le nights. ~

20 July 2010

Today woke up at 12 plus then prepare prepare and went to meet my mei mei and few juniors from guides then walked all the way to Rivervale mall have the BBQ chicken restaurant for lunch the pasta is actually omg ~ not that nice la. Then sit inside for quite long chit chat they talking Malay i dont understand. Message with jie jie after that Mei went to her friend left me and Aizira was walking and chit chatting all the way to Compass point the weather is so cooling very good . Reach compass bought her things and then bus back home reached home fall asleep was so so tired la. Awake at around 7 plus then watched tv till 9 online then chat chat then till dont know a certain time i kana nagging again like hell seriously which part dont make her clear ? she asked me when am i working i told her i working part time whats wrong with her i never said this is my permanent job is just that i haven found the full time job i like and then think why i made my mind i want to work because is just 10 more days i need to buy something ! Forget it she wont know how my feeling is but then she always like to take out her old passed and talk. Im already gonna be crazy im already in a crazy mode ! those people who know me will know.

17 July 2010

Unjoo, Soy, Eugene and Eun-young, are four good friends who swear their friendship with blood late one night at chapel within their school compound. They promise each other that their bonds will last through death, so much that they are even willing to die together.

Strange rumors start to spread at the girls’ school and Unjoo’s younger sister Jung-un who attends the same school gets suspicious about her sister’s death. . She tries to find out the truth by questioning Unjoo’s friends – Soy, Eugene, and Eun-young but all of them mysteriously keep mum. What are they hiding? Why would Unjoo kill herself? Was it really suicide?

The remaining girls are chased by death as their promises weigh heavily over them. Will the desire, jealousy and lies that are hidden behind this pledge of death between the four girls unravel, along with the real truth behind Unjoo’s passing?

Nice show should go watch watch.


Woke up at 4 pm thanks jie jie for the morning call then slack a bit prepare to go out le wor went off at around 6 plus then meet Sharon waited for jie jie off we went to Ochard Cinileisure. Play Arcade DDR till high damn crazy but then the new version got a bit blur la dont know how to set up at first. After that high le ~ hahaha XP dance dance then after that went to have our dinner then meet Nick bought movie ticket then went to smoke smoke meet Wencong, then slacked at Mac Kaisin come find us then waited for Tangyong then arcade went to cinema watch show le then got something happen hais ~ the show is really awesome the sound effect the best, the last part is damn sad la then the show ended got a bit emo emo le. Went smoke smoke then cab home. Really thanks to the driver :) somehow keep on thinking about something if the person who is working then keep on saying dont have money how true isit ? asking people to pay in the end ? Gosh ! dont what's the thinking about it should not post much.

14 July 2010

Woke up at 2 plus then bomb fall asleep again till 5 plus is damn tired la woke up then watch tv then watched my brother play game a while change turn then try new cig half time black wor then go down buy maggie mee come back cook use mircowave in the end the mian like -.- so er xin la eat a bit never eat le then watch tv till 9 then online chat chat play game facebook then heard this song very familiar thinking where i heard this before then i finally know where i heard before le i cried le hais . Plus the Mv also damn damn sad la .. nothing much to say le.

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10 June 2010

Woke up very lazy as usual online, facebook play game this and that till around 7 plus like this go over find jie jie le wor then to Kovan after that bus to Bugis Jie Jie phone a lot of people sms-ing lor hahaha ! dealing with big big business haha. XP Reached there met Wencong and Tang yong with his girlfriend went to arcade have 2 rounds of basketball with Wencong then smoke smoke headed to oasis 68 finsh 1 jug of beer went over to Neverland there somebody is there then bo bian after that have another 2 jug back to Oasis 68 again this time round dont really know how much we have drink just know that keep on going in and out because both of them outside haha TangYong left. After that send someone back first headed to Social house that time a bit drunk le. XP go there find Vincent order 1 tower keep on chiong left me and Kaisin then we talk talk then drink drink because cannot let someone drunk because she still have daughter to take care of hahah. so we both cheers all the way finish 1 whole cup each time but then im too weak le get drunk then vomit till damn terrible,they headed to macdonald to have breakfast then cab home le woo ~ super fun la hahah XP alright nothing much to update le guess after this incident a lot of people will forbid me to go le hahahah.

7 July 2010

Once again im back to updating my bloggy. This few days dont know what's happening to me.My mind is totally blank dont know what to do feeling very sleepy after i wake up. Hais ~ then nowadays woke up use my lappy till all the way till night time then heard my mummy said that the electric bill is increasing again hais ~ then was kinda of worry that if usage too much then mummy no money pay need cut off again .. i dont know what am i thinking la really really feel like crying because of something :( I dont know la emotions have been changing here and there angry, sad ? mixed ! whats happening to me ? After saw some pictures i broke into tears le i really cant take it :(



好人不是因该有好报吗？

2 July 2010

Woke up at around 4pm then use lappy a while then bomb fall asleep again at 6 plus till 7 jie jie sms me then go bath bath then go over meet her. After that headed down over to Hougang meet her jie jie then went off le to fetch Kaisin then to Holland sit there quite a while but then all my starhub number all OUT OF STOCK ! dont know what happen guess most of the people also using starhub ba xP hehhe ~ Went to Karaoke there sing sing drink drink then went to Oasis 68 woohoo ~ damn lots of people inside damn high was a bit drunk XP because i mix 3 kind all together LOL ! haha .. nothing much to update le bye bye .

Picture !!

30 June 2010

Woohoo ~ woke up at 4pm then went to bath bath prepare this and that till 5 plus i think then bus over to meet jie jie very difficult to contact her la because still no prepaid at the moment then saw her message so went over to where she is . Sit there a while chat chat, bus to Tampines to collect the phone then train to Tanglin meet Kaisin have dinner after that went up to her jie jie house there sit sit a while then went off to oasis 68 pub think that's the name the bass is really high la, but then the air con is kinda of hot lor. Drink drink inside there damn high de then got something happen guess should not say ba is over le. All the people start dancing hahaha ... Cool . we drink till around 5 or 6 plus it's raining outside so someone send us. Reach jie jie house downstairs sit down chat chat a while we 2 cry like crazy like this then went home afterward :( So that's all for the day.

29 June 2010

Woke up around 1 plus if im not wrong when jie jie sms me at 11 sorry, too tired le XP then faster went to prepare and went to Tampines meet meet her. Without prepaid is really damn hard to contact people la arghh .. cannot sms also sian but then soon im gonna change hp number le. Reach there le met her then went to Nokia Care her phone needs to send in to hospital again haha XP then after that her father-in-law called so she need to go home so went to her house a while then Kaisin also meeting then went to Tiong Bahru Plaza suppose to walk walk over there in the end bring some much trouble to them really very sorry and thank for both to help me up if not im gonna to be ps the whole day sia !!!! hahaha .. After that saw Kaisin last time friends then went to coffee shops chat chat, went off have nothing decide to go Holland road sit there manage to find some people come down chat all the way till morning :) then home sweet home hehehe ..

Heard this story before from someone last time:

A old man saw a young boy facing the sea throwing something, the old man walk forward and saw a lot of starfish on the shore so he asking the boy there are a lot of starfish on shore how could you throw all back to sea ? The boy repiled : I know i could not send them all back to the sea but then i could help most of it back to the sea and save their lives. The old man was touch he help the boy too.
The story let me learn something, as long as im still alive i want to help out those people who needs help no matter in what issue im really willing to help out .

28 June 2010

WeE ~ im back to blogging today, was half asleep and awake from 5am all the way till 1o plus pei jie jie sms haha XP woke up at around 12 plus then online chat chat, facebook same thing around 5 plus change change go send Wencong back to camp have dinner with him at macdonald is such a chaos over there lots of people there but then we manage find a place to settle down and have dinner hehehe ~ after that walk walk around go smoke then after that jiu go home le and the worst thing is my prepaid is EMPTY cannot sms liao :( however, tomorrow i will get to top up my prepaid. So happy :D can use phone again le. Today time like passed so fast now going to 4 am le. Should stop here XP

25 June 2010

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It's have been coming to the 1 week that I never meet jie jie. 1 week like this sia day by day pass and soon is going to July le. Today I have a nightmare is it hinting me about something ? i really dont know the dream is like damn true. The dream went like this. It was about evening, I'm with my parents and relative when going home that time receive a message from Jie Jie said she want to meet me have something to tell me. Of course i dont reject make all the way to Toa Payoh her working places over there and i could even remember her company name "Submarine" After that i give her a call she said she want to go to ladies so i waited her at her company downstairs in the end she just get back to her offices saying that she have meeting without saying a word to me when i going off that time i pass through a ballroom saw her sitting over there. I just walked of with just disappointment when i woke up that time im with my tears and i cried awhile at there thinking is it some hint for me to stop pestering her and stop irritated her. I really dont know, hais ~ Seems like this few days jie jie didnt meet me her house is such a peace it should be a thing to happy for her ba .i really miss jiejie badly.

23 June 2010

Wee ~ im back to blogging.. Im still the same at home watching show lalala ~ was kinda bored but i have no choice. Sian wonder when could i get out XP dont know leh so sian . Nothing special happen this few days . Was such a peace ~ hehe . will update soon .

16 June 2010

Woohoo finally went out today with jie jie le went to Tanglin there got soccer match quite a number of people is there XP, and there were 2 guys asking for my number but then i cannot give ended giving my email address to them lalala ~ A bit emo at sometime i also dont know what happen just listen song sitting there and sing sing hehe ~ have supper and then drink drink today really moody so i could feel that im a bit drunk right here thinking about somethings. Those happy moments wont be long but then it is really happy to have that :) im so tired le going to sleep pretty soon le nights everyone :)

7 June 2010

Slept at around 9 am if im not wrong keep on thinking this and that then cannot cool myself down fuck ! Woke up at 11 plus prepare and then meet jie jie and kor kor at Kovan walk here and there then went back to her house. Gina having fever hopefully she recover soon :) then kor kor go out that time gosh ! he kana accident jie jie like totally blur lor then of course worry of his uncle for sure then prepare all the documents then rushed to hospital in the end nothing worst happen went over to tanglin went back to their house again staying there for 1 night then girls talk a lot of things lalala ~ in just few minutes of silent flash back a lot of thing in my mind. What am i heading for ? no life, no future, no ambition, hais ~ dont know la stop here first bye bye ~

6 June 2010

Cant sleep right now so decided to update my blog again lalala ~ came back from lan not long ago only but then i cant sleep read back my dairy all the things that have happen then feel like posting something. Inside all my dairy have written a lot a lot of things, Forever meaning somedays there will be an ending no matter what, examples friendship i dont know why all my friend will leave me no matter how long i think maybe the problems is my characteristic all my friends will go off no matter what i dont know why la ? Kinda of sad this few days someone ask me not to contact him anymore because of his GF just end with like this fine ~ then i will stop contacting him lor this is what he want ma. Jie Jie say life is short this is damn true, you may know what happen next minutes or seconds you may get into an accident you may not know, or you will passed away in a sudden and get to a place you no longer in earth, so now cherish all the loves one before you regret one day. Guess anything is arrange by god no one could change it this is our fate. Talk back again to my life now, it's now totally one word can represent "SUCK". I want to get rid of my daily life now wake up, watch drama all the way till next morning i could even forget to eat my meals. I JUST WANT TO GO OUT ! I dont care is slacking, doing nothing at outside i just dont want to stay at home and watch drama ! Super sian arghhhhhhhhhh .. i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out !!!!!!!!! sigh~

5 June 2010

Oh gosh it have been so many days last post. Seriously now life for me is freaking bored and meaningless doing the same thing everyday. Wake up, watch drama, all the way till the next morning then lights off doing the same thing like for weeks im super bored la and i hate my life now doing the same things and staying home everyday and im able to go out. I think days continue for me in this way im going crazy sooner or later on ba haiz ~ i hate it a lot a lot .... Sian alright nothing much to post ready bye people :)

25 May 2010

Woohoo ~ went out today meet jie jie at night then went to Bugis haha.. Jie play car car then after we go play lan haha XP very fun. After that took bus 80 back to Sengkang le wor. Find Desmond then Vincent came up then Vin and Randy haha . Jie jie be our story teller told us a lot of her story after that all went to Cheers to buy things then seat at void deck talk cock haha then Jie Jie help Desmond make up damn look like girl sia OMG ! then her bf Vin XP haha damn funny sia but then didnt manage to video it down. haha.. After that tio people complain then we all like now already 6 plus le lor a bit lame leh then had our information written down after that all went home. This few days i have been crying all along the way haiz ~ i dont want to talk much about here is my personal thingy ~ Alright bye bye people.

21 May 2010

Woke up at around 2 plus by my grandmother knocking at our door to wake us up thought what happen then jump up open the door for her prepare and went to re-new our passport oh gosh the picture looks really sucks and then today took the photo also but then is much more better XP after that went to Jie Jie house downstairs wait for her walking here and there haha. Went to Orchard to find her friend walk to far east there and back to cini haha exercise sia walk around then went to Sing K so long never go le la then all mood like not good de both break off :( haiz ~ after that took bus all along the way was quite quiet have something in my mind. Thinking about is there really a thing call forever after so much pain i have suffer im really hard to accept that word ! FOREVER meaning last long will not break, wont lost contact ? how about forever friends ? i dont know la also dont want to find so much things to make myself crazy. Reach Desmond house's still thinking about something listen them talk blah blah blah then went to cheers bought things then sit at void deck chit chat then went home le. I dont know people know how i feel a not i dont like those kinds of feeling like being sent away i dont want explain further maybe i need time to cool down myself and stop thinking about those things ba. Im really very sad leh was typing and crying at the same time. I need to go cool down le ~






FOREVER= HOW LONG WILL IT LASTS ?

20 May 2010

im back to blogging le. Woo ~ sian sia the whole day woke up by my mummy at 2 plus still damn tired yesterday we were drunk lor XP Went to have lunch with my grandmother after that walk around i damn sleepy want to go home sleep . Very worry things will happen to my jie jie but then heng ar nothing happen to her woot ~ hmm then night time have dinner then online then went to find baby back home thats all .. ~

18 May 2010

*yawn* Im back to blogging, am so tired right now is already 4.04 am Im still awake wondering what can i do so decided to come blogging. Today woke at around 5 plus because last night we went to play rain LOL very free too long never played and we sit at the playground like for 2 hours ENJOYING the cold wind blowing then finally cannot stand ready so went back to baby house then went home, today watch show at home then meet jie jie around 8 to 9 like this haha. Went to Lavender,Bugis and little indian haha then some how somebody to call and rush her home so went home faster that reach home no key haiz waited my brother home then online then know something but then should keep it is private but then i really dont understand, and she never tell me what happen then now i dont know what to do very blur right now. Alright guess it's getting late going to sleep right now =)


I dont know why i just feel like crying

14 May 2010

After so 1 whole week of fun is enough le and it's time to surrender liao and go back home. This whole week learn a lot of things and see thourgh a lot of things :) after lots of thinking reflections i finally know what to do le i dont care after i go back home what will happen but then i must thank jie jie and baby ~ if not them i sure die liao in this 1 whole week. Life is a challenge for everyone but then there are also so call memories and happiness, Everyone have it's own life, stress, friendship,relationship,family :) i finally understand it le. But then my this mind dont know when it turn crazy again XP will try to. hehe ~ Really is time to get back le and guys by the way my phone line is CUT off so wont be able to contact me but then dont worry will try top-up my prepaid card de :) Will soon update when i reach home de bye bye ~~~

12 May 2010

This few days i really think a lot of things and maybe this few days when im out is the most happy monet and let me change back to my passed the cheerful type of me i really want to maintain that side of me rather then being emo and crying let hell everyday . I dont know what to say ..... END

12 May 2010

IF everything can be so easily settle how would i like it ? I just dont want her to care which kind of friends im mixing with i dont care whether is good or bad. I really dislike those kind of feelings by being alone all by myself, being emo or whatever shit. So whats that meaning of having a tattoo or smoking or drinking is a bad person ? Everyone have it's passed did anyone give them another chance ? Whatever i say people will always say i did the wrong move. This time round im protecting my friend why ? Because i dont want to lost any of my friends anymore i have enough of being alone. Whenever i have problems who can help me out ? WHO ?! I dont want to say much about i want to cool down at the time being.

10 May 2010

Seriously i dont know what to do, I know im those kind of soft spoken person yeah and I know that im those kind of very hum person. I cant sort out things and now im really really going crazy pretty soon. My mother report to police thank to her so much man . I LOVE IT A LOT ! now the problem is Jie jie keep on help me but then i dont even know how to help myself to solve this, im really afraid if she been lock up , Jail ? Or whatever SHIT. Npw my mind is totally 100% empty dont know what to do if really one day those officers really found me so what ? they going to send me to girls home ? Always use this kind of thing to threaten people i already said i have my own freedom to mix whatever friends it is. I dont want you to care about it like mei mei say, how could someone just judge the cover without opening it. This is really correct, now my heart really very pain i dont want someone who is close to me and gone like this or maybe this is god arrangement i really dont know. I just know that if someone is close to me the person will get bad luck i dont know this is my imagination or its true i cannot make it clear now im like a animals losing the way i dont know what will be my decision i really dont know .. Haiz ~


Im going to die pretty soon le i cant stand it anymore ~

8 May 2010

I guess all of the thing is going to have a ending. My life now totally is like rubbish i know if i tell people who knows me they must thought that chey is just a small thing or whatever shit for me is really enough le Im really sick of tired to have this kind of life. Who dont want freedom ? everyone wants it of course, but then my parents just dont know what i really want they say we are like happy family ? Ya is only they say so but then did they ask us a not ? they dont know what we really want think that everything they done for us is correct ? LOL ! When that day she lock me home ! im like being a dog ya i know i do all this im like so bu xiao i really have enough of it le i need time to cool down she can even like this scold my jie jie ... -.- forget it la this kind of family ! im really tired of it le. Alright i have nothing much more to say .




I just need time to cool down

7 May 2010

Im back to blogging this few days really there's lots of thing happening in my life i really hate it a lot especially my house things. Yesterday have a big quarrel with my mother and then she lock us home that kind of feelings really SUCKS what could i say ? Haiz ~ thinking back about those nightmare i always dream when i was young really feel quite sad and i afraid of losing someone close to me that is true haiz ~ but then this time round she is really a bit over le. I dont know how to say i really feel very sad. Life is short maybe somedays something happen and the person who have passed away. Haiz ~ whenever i think of it, it really bring me down and my tears are uncontrollable falling maybe after somedays i have cool down and really think about it, it just the matter of time ba. No ones know what i really want i just want people to care for me and love me thats all is it so difficult till my parents dont even know it ?! LOL ~ alright nothing much to update byeeeeeeeee~












Life is really very short..

2 May 2010

woke up around 3 ++ after that went down with jie jie to buy things this and that. then reach home play mahjong again have news that need to go over to make computer thingy reach there around 6 then help out all the way to 10 then went to Plaza Sing to find my brother they all arcade then meet Tang Yong over there. They went to watch movie we 2 idiots sitting there for hours waiting for them to finish then chatted a lot a lot of things hahaha .. Then slack till around 5 plus cab home meet jie jie then go home together. So here am i updating my blog again hehe ~ nights everyone :D byeee ~

1 May 2010

Slept at around 4 to 5am like this then fall asleep a while have a nightmare is like damn what the fuck !? I woke up crying hopefully that nightmare wont come true ba if not i really will cry like hell de haiz ~ woke up jie jie cook for us haha XP eat le then prepare go out. Today went to my grandmother house's grandfather death anniversary then ate a lot of food went to parkway parade there to help my uncle wife to sign contract for internet haha. Shop shop around then went back there then have dinner le help her set up laptop thing then cab home with my mummy le reach home here are we again MAHJONG ! hahaha XP alright nothing much to update le nights everyone takee care ~MISSED

30 April 2010

Did not sleep well last night actually slept in the morning XP around 11 plus is so damn tiring. Then woke at 2 plus very very shag the whole day then prepare went to Hougang my half soul like already gone ! LOL .. Went to Hougang actually to take back jie jie de medisave thingy de then the person told her that tomorrow could get the sum,Koven,she called to check with the person in bank it took 3 working days to process haha we all like hohoho ~ die liao lor still got 3 more days so long. Went back to her house to take some of her belongings then could see that she dont bear to leave her girl girl lor . Went back home feel damn headache sia lack of sleep maybe hopefully no other reasons. They packing my room im so like damn ps la but then i really no energy le ma. Like half dead XP after that i came back to alive LOL ! WAHAHAHHA ~ Alright nothing much to add on nights everyone :D

27 April 2010

Yes after so much things jie jie finally back to normal le so happy sia and no need see her so tong ku le . Today very very shag because yesterday la haha only 3 people know what happen only so shhh ... XP then woke up 1 plus sms jie jie then all the way sms her im like half sleeping half sms la the whole day. 3 plus went to bath then back to my bed again very lazy sia i like dead person like this cant leave my bed totally no energy la fall asleep till 10 plus my mummy come back home liao then woke up eat some bread . now here am i blogging and finally jie jie ok le yipee ~ so happy can open champagne le LOL . today whole day so shag sia . already nothing much to update le lalala ~ nights everyone .

25 April 2010

This few days jie jie having lots problem and totally bring her down i guess this whole week is her raining day out of 7 days maybe there were 5 days she was crying over ! 2 days back we get back from cini half way she went down the bus and she said she will be walking back home i was like huh ?? walking back home its like damn far la in the end she chase me to take a cab home in the cab i was crying like FUCK the best thing is the uncle on those kind of classic music more worst ! Reach home i totally shag and i started all the nonsense again le having tatoo on my hand i see her like this her pain is double of mine .. so this is totally nothing. I dont know what the hell her bf doing seriously i really dont understand sia. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~~~~ Im going insane confirm. Jie jie gone mia again the most scary thing sia totally cant find her one woke up sms and call her nobody answer till we almost going report police le. Haiz ~ i was like crying and thinking what happen to her why so late le still nobody answer the call im really really afraid what if somebody close to me is not there anymore i will sure landed up in mental hospital or something . I now really very sad i dont know this feelings really hurt a lot.



i hate the feeling of being left out . it really sucks~

22 April 2010

Im back to blogging le woke up at around 3 plus if im not wrong hehe ~ XP is like a pig lor keep on sleeping. Prepare and then meet Desmond then went to Bugis meet jie jie le she playing Maxium Tune her mood dont seems good ba power then they can keep on play all the way till 9 to 10 till they tired liao then slack slack like this talk talk smoke smoke .. 11 plus took bus went back le. Online Jie jie told me everything really feel very pain for her lor she need to handle everything but then i cant help out anything haiz see her like this really heart pain she say those things i can feel how much pain , and she must sacrifice herself haiz .. she say those things im crying like hell but then cant help out. Haiz. Nights le everyone.


To Jie Jie: Whatever the challenge is no matter how hard the road is i will always be with you to overcome everything i say le jiu will do it , and jie you have past so many hard path le this time round you sure will overcome it so jie jie must jiayou never ever give up ! :D

19,20 April 2010

Woke up went to jie jie house and then waited for them and off we went to tanglin guess jie jie addicted to the game le sia hahaha XP. Then play with her girl girl Gina quite naughty de lor haha the fact :X. Went back to jie jie house that time still rainning so kor kor suggest me to stay over there then use computer then a lots a lots of message sia very fann her one like got a lot of business like this LOL .. Then i very very emo then jie jie peii me chat chat about her stuff she really very yong gan lor 21 only go through so much pain and suffer in her life seriously heard all those things feel so sad for her sia but then she manage to settle everything so it's a good thing hopefully now all the new problem came in she got a way to solve it ? chat till early in the morning.


Im like so damn high la keep on talk cock but then my energy wont last long suddenly cool down then my batt is like low batt omg we have plan our agenda for the day, my whole day like zombie like this. First we went to Tampines then jie jie bought a lot a lot of things for me wor so happy :) we went to the clinic in the end result is the boss not there -.- must wait till 26 or 27 is like fucking long la who can still survive man ?? LOLS ~ After that cab to Defu lane jie jie interview then i at downstairs nothing to do i fall asleep i feel something very not right really i dont know it is my imagination or what but then really theres like something touching me i could feel it sia jie jie tap me to wake me then we went out of there then went to bus stop the distance is really far if afternoon or evening walk in sure sweat like ... Kovan Jie jie keep on asking me to go home and rest but then i reject because i dont like the feelings of being alone and i guess no one like it so tried to hang on to it, took bus 80 to Bugis omg i slept all the way sia then arcade time a while then went to west Coast saw Desmond over there too hehe ~ then jie jie meet her hubby ? ermm am i right ?? haha .. then over there they chatting we like so extra like this wor we catch no balls what they were talking about. haha .. after that went home le in train i fall asleep again -.- im so so so tired lor .. hehe finally here am i home i think i gonna have a heavy heavy sleep tonight zzzZZzzzzZ ... good nights everyone. Today i really really happy go out with jie jie so fun although a bit attitude course tired le XP LOVE her a lots muackz ~

19 April 2010

Heyy ~ blogging right now from my jie jie house. wa lau today is what day man it's like April fool for me like so many trick from people ? why ? all three bomb together like this what is this man ??? Wahh ... im going to die ready sia .. FUCK !!!!!!!!!!! now me just want to be single right now i want to cool down .. im really very stress ready please !

18 April 2010

Woke up at around 3 plus staying all the way home is like super tired man and bored, my whole house is so dark like haunted house like this. Scary lor i staying my room the whole day dare not to go out -.- then around 5 plus jie jie went mia .. Lie on the bed and keep on think think think till i going to fall asleep Scare got things happen to her sia until 9 plus finally she on phone le. What a relieve wahh really very scare later she got things happen then told me something about that bitch and i guess i also wont care that bitch le all her things is none of my business. Alright so here am i updating my blog hehe :D and onlining taggs please .


Jie Jie and me XP

12 April 2010

Didnt went to school have a break woke up around 1 or 2 plus still feel that not enough of sleep sia tired and feel a bit headache le . Went to Tanglin then play with her daughter she is so cute la haha but then quite difficult to handle :p cannot take it went to buy 2 panadol but then it seems like no use. We were there till around 5 plus i think went back to their house then jie jie prepare we went out le to hougang mall have sabu sabu for dinner haha but then this time round jie jie mood not good :( but then i seriously dont know what to do sia so both of us just eat without talking haiz ~ After that we went to hougang plaza she da bao food for alvin kor kor, then play the stackers again haha .. Went home after that got something happen which make me feel so hurt and im kick out of the HOUSE ! i have nowhere to go so find jie jie a while then cry till like hell after that here am i blogging .. I dont even know tomorrow will i make it for school a not im so fucking tired ! *yawn* alright i have nothing much to say ready nights everyone haiz ~

11 April 2010 (Jie Jie house's)

Today went to jie jie house's and then dont know how to go reach there im like LOST ! walking round and round the playground like an idiot like this finally found then reach jie jie house le. After that we went to eat sabu sabu o.O dont know did i spell correctly ? After that went to Taglin there find her friends then then off we went to rounding woohoo ~ high sia hahaha .. but then this time round didn't went to a lot of place after that reach hougang plaza dont know what to do because if i reach home i sure will sleep because still got some free time so jie jie pei me actually planning to go lan in the end CLOSED ! ok then nevermind saw Philips and Ronald playing pool then jie jie start to play the stacker things haha win a lot of things sia :p hehe .. then decided to go to jie jie house's to stay over for 1 night guess have bought a lot of trouble for her sia haiz ~ sorry ! END

10 April 2010(Blogging at Jie jie house's)

Woohoo ~ this was my second time on bike and then this time round they plan to go rounding high sia but then actually quite scare haven get use of it and i have 4 drivers Philips, Guo Wei, Andy and baby, got the change to try all different kind of speed wee ~ firstly we went to near outram there if im not wrong after that to henderson and then Yishun Dem last to Changi Airport and is like so funny all of us lost pair by pair the place look damn dark then have so called breakfast over there haha was damn tired didn't get anything and at that time thinking that i going cannot make it le. after that choing all the way back and then baby is lost .. they went back to find us then reach home around 8 plus then reach home prepare actually planning to go pray de too tired le fall asleep half way then keep on kana gan lor nag nag nag .. Thats all lalala ~

10 April 2010

Woohoo ~ this few days really have lots of lots of fun with Vicky Jie Jie she let me forget a lot of things sia teach me lots of dao li really thank a lot. Today woke up by a shocking sms im totally like blur la then faster wake up prepare took a cab down to Hougang Plaza to meet jie jie saw her like crying like this but then i dont really dont know what to do sia dont even know how to help out haiz~ after that we went to Ochard to collect her handphone from Nokia Care have dinner then went to Bugis High hahaha we are DDR siao lor keep on play then some of the steps miss in the end step on those NAILS it hurt man ouch ! there saw some of my jie jie de kor kor (quite complicated ar ? haha ) after that finally got the chance to see baby le miss him so much man .. we went to cini with jie jie de kor kor's to catch a movie that one is gangster show very very nice sia after movie receive such a shocking news actually is really a good news for my jie jie lor im also very happy for her :D but then haiz ~~ i really dont want to say much le a bit emotion now going to sleep le really very tired le . Nights everyone.

7 April 2010

im really really so HURT ! who can understand my feelings ? yeah im a cry baby so WHAT ? once and ever i keep on keeping hurt. NO FRIENDS who care for me, NO FUTURE who knows what am i thinking i can anytime where i dont feel alright i could cut myself i could jump down whats more ? in my life maybe ya there's 2 who i really really trust my baby and dearest jie jie (Vicky)who willing to help me if both of them not with me i really dont know what will i do ! seriously those people who have been my best friend for YEARS ! i could even do those things to them. WHAT to do the time also cannot turn back and i guess they will really hate me A LOTS for my stupid decision i have make ! but then i really regret for my decision .. HAIZ ... This few days really a lot of things happen to me i really need my baby, my jie jie , my friends to pei me to go through all those things i really really sad i dont know what to do. i have been crying over and over again, im really tired of it who can really help me ? although yeah i guess im quite drunk but then all this things is really what im thinking in my heart always never clear.Those happy days with my friend, those times with the person who LIES to me which i believe the most.. WHATS MORE ?? how about next time ? who will come and read my post ? i could even remember all those people who related to me .

Clarissa- Darling, Jie jie.
Kenny-Kor kor, Uncle
Longting- mama
Rebecca- ah ma
Xuan Wei- tai ah gong
ah bi- jie jie

all those people who really brings me lots of laughter but then i did a really wrong decision when i even think of it i really really cry my heart really hurts a lot . thanks to my dearest jie jie ah bi she could even say she want find me out to beat ! i dont even know when is the day it will happen . i thought i always makem the person happy maybe this is my mission but then i guess im really in the deep wrong . who knows ? my mother always say this word 酒后吐真言. now i believe it all this things i have post to today is really from my heart. Now i really thank my baby and my Vicky jie jie who help me out love you all a lots if dont have you guess i might not be alive anymore ! although i just know you guys for a few days but then i know you guess are really trying to help me out. Love you guys a lots muacks ..
Im crying while im note all this things down . its getting late ready so good nights .

4 April 2010

Chee Bye ! good that bitch dont want to admit everything she done nevermind i believe god have eyes and can be witness now she can dont admit good lor her .. i will always remember her one. THANK FOR EVERYTHING MAN dare to do dont dare to admit HAHAHA this is so funny man nevermind i think she thinks that money is more important then family, Friends nice one dont know why this world still got this kind of people sia. Guess this kind of people can destroy the whole world man *sigh* hopefully the world can turn into peace again wor .. i really super super angry .. tonight not going to sleep again le .. first time in my life have this kind of feeling sia .

3 April 2010

Fall asleep in the morning at 6am was so tired but then woke up at the time at 2pm i think of a call, then online a while after that go prepare and cab down all the way to Queenstown CC was a bit scare actually because the taxi driver also dont know where is it and im first time going over there but then he manage to find the way and his speed is woot ~ reach there was quite hungry because yesterday the whole day didn't eat then heard that my mummy say must wait till 10 pm plus i was like die le die le haha .. But performance can eat free buffet mummy steal some for me XP a lot of can call senior citizens hahaha :X a lot sing till out of tune de and some cant catch rythem the worst thing is the P.A the music keep on not ready ! if people pay 50 bucks and have this kind of concert -.- waited so so so long finally my mummy turn le and then when i video the people keep on walking in and out im like going to shout can you all stop walking in and out a not damn angry de. Mummy sing till nice but then the sound like a bit too sharp maybe should edit a bit ba . :D reach home da bao food then thats all for today :D nights everyone ..







IM ATTACHED :D

3 April 2010

Today finally everything is settle everything from bottom of my heart have spoke up. My heart really really very pain but then i guess the thing faster settle rather then drag it longer and longer. Yeah i know im stupid ! i have really learn the lesson. Haiz ~ mood very low but then thank to those people who have help me out who have support me really thanks a lot of you guys. Nothing much to post this few days may be quite emo im gonna be alright and i must continue jiayou ! tomorrow will be a better day.

22 March 2010

BACK BACK today seriously damn not feeling well de sia ~ sick sick .. didnt turn up to work today o.O ~ alright will update tomorrow ba :D

21 March 2010

Gosh im back to blogging again this few days hmm .. what can i say not really good ? my Jie quit liao then next time no people pei me work le haiz no fun liao all of the old staff quit and just left me alone with the old people haiz ~ sian sian sian i also want to quit liao la like this very bored lor all so serious no joke, no fun haiz ~ today working night shift a lot of customer earn around 1800 if im not wrong because i came back ma wahaha (rubbish) .. very very tired then sms Kelvin so damn long never seen him ready sia so he bring me to eat supper as i still got a bit hungry he fetch me from cp haha thanks a lot and then we went to dont know where eat Roti Prata haha .. chat chat a while then he drove me home haha on the way we lost our way =P because he drove that road dont pass there often plus at night cant really see he send me home thanks hopefully there is another change to have supper with you hehe ~ reached home online chat chat thats all ba :D recently finish watching this show "jiu xiang lai zhe ni" damn nice lor ELLA super CUTE hahaha .. alright this is one of the song enjoy :D

礼物

13 March 2010

Haiz i'm back blogging today, today is seriously my worst day. How am i going to say ?? Today woke up at around 1 then went to Bugis find Jie Jie then chat chat after that start work ready actually going to amk but then in the end got problem suddenly my jie was asked to leave so she left and she cried im like so dumb sitting there with her cannot do anything then kor came and then somehow they started quarreling with each other im like the middle person i cannot even talk a single things because maybe age different dont know how to say out my thinking if i help one side other side wont be happy what am i suppose to do im seriously a idiot after that Jie settle with Francies after that she and Kor haiz ~ i dont know what to say sia i was ask to leave so waiting for the bus in the end decided to take a long way home then listen song think think and then maybe i should just start a new life. I'm here to announce that DORA LEE XUE PING IS DEAD ! SHE IS JUST A BITCH THAT'S WHY NOBODY WANT TO CARE HER SHE IS A USELESS PERSON WHO CANT EVEN HELP OUT IN ANYWAY !

7 March 2010

It have been quite a long time when i last updated my blog. This whole week have been working working and working quite tired, today only a new trainee and me working is so freaking tiring the new trainee order list got mistake can't blame her everything also need to learn from basic ma nobody born out to be talent know this and that, so teach her a bit then night time is a nightmare man suddenly lots of customers coming in. Alright tomorrow still working nights everyone.

23 Feb 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.


Woohoo im back blogging, Yesterday went to pub to count down my Jie jie birthday plus help her celebrate :) Drink a lot a lot and this is my first time drinking matell, and im drunk :X haha. But then i know that all the people over there is like so high la so fun hopefully there still will be those kind of event coming hehe ~ then Kai Bin send me all the way home thanks a lot sia. Reach home straight bomb fall asleep so tired but then miracle sia today i woke up for work and im not late :) hehe ~ but then im really really very tired break time i fall asleep till dont wish to wake up, dinner time not really much people coming in :D alright nothing much to post nights.

19 February 2010

Once again i'm back blogging :D This few days being a good girl staying at home at night. Gosh ! i guess i'm going to become FAT ! always eat eat eat i think i need slim down ready if not i'm going become a pig HAHA. Yesterday went to Yokozuna and to Bishan to finish the board after that cab home damn worried that i dont have enough money and half way my handphone went out of battery lucky the driver speed is fast :D thank. Reach home doing Videos till all the way 5 am then fall asleep. Today woke up continue those part that were not complete and off i went to Bishan then pass to her and off i went to Yokozuna again LOL . I guess im crazy lalala ~ and and 4 more days to my jie jie birthday le hehe ~ alright nothing much to update nights people.

12 Feb 2010

I'm back blogging few days to Chinese New Year ready, people should be being happy and waiting for the day to arrive but then me ?? Get scolding for not doing this and that, working keep on doing the wrong things get scolding still got what else ? friend all leaving me one by one thank a lot man ~ and when i need somebody to talk to can only talk to the wall, when i want to cry no one lend me shoulder when i want to tell my troubles all not interested in whats happening ? What is this ? this is called friendship ? People happy waiting for new year how about me ? everyday of my life is getting WORST ! got this got that people can tell me don't do those silly things this and that but then how i won't do this ?? i'm fucking stress up la even now i'm updating this post i'm crying and posting it but then who care's ?? WHO ?! NO ONE ?! haiz ~ End !

11 Feb 2010

Yeah im back posting again :) This week off so good can relax, have much more free time for myself hehe. Yesterday, doing packing for my whole room i guess now my room looks better then last time :p still left 1/4 of it not done i guess tonight will finish everything and get ready for chinese new year and also my favourite time of each year =) can get red packets im still so young :X hmm .. maybe later on will be going out alright thats all byee ~

4 Feb 2010

OMG ?! i think im like becoming so old ! Have been working everyday and finally im OFF so happy but then i still need to pull myself up from my bed to make over and to buy my new year clothes yeah ! I hope this year can get lots of lots of red packets :p Finish watching Hi ! my sweetheart is like there were only 14 ep but then can make me cried like hell ! Nice show Currently watching final destination quite nice i guess i need to watch all the way to part 4 now im still jam with part 2 alright sign off ~ bye

25 Jan 2010

Im back blogging this few days not feeling well have a bad cough and then end up having fever LOL -.- then early in the morning quarrel with my mother and i get a slap from her actually plan not to go home today but then my body still cannot take it. Went to see doctor today and then spend me $9.10 is like so expensive 2 medicine and 2 days MC and i guess the school is withdrawing me soon ready because i have not been going to school this pass few days i dont know why just dont feel like going lor is it the end of my school LIFE ? I dont even know what the hell am i thinking about ? tomorrow one more day of mc then Chinese New year is coming pretty soon ready. Should get ready t0 buy new year clothes and wait for red packets wee ~ alright nothing to update ready good nights :D

Song intro -别说我的眼泪你无所谓

20 Jan 2010

It have been so many days when i have last update. This few days really really stress+EMO+ sad dont even feel HAPPY at all. Haiz ~ A lots of things have been happening i really really very sad about it but then who will know that kind of feelings that now i have go through ? People always say the tougher it is you will gain more experience about those things but then for my case I think it is like totally so wrong the tougher it is the more i feel like ending my LIFE ! I have no one to concern me i just want nothing much i just want to let people know im still in this world and i just want love and care thats all is it really so difficult ? All those things can make me like feeling so crazy and i think few days later or something i may be ended up in mental hospital, and then i guess it is ok la because no ones care about me at all ? END~

13 Jan 2010

Im still awake hehe ~ Today didnt went to school again too tired ready haiz ~ then sms my teacher and told her about it then she ask me better quit my job but then if i really quit my job i dont have money ready =( Woke up then online awhile then after that bath-ed off to work today was kinda early reached then saw explorer de boss with another staff ? hmm .. today not bad got customer not like those days so bored totally empty i prefer more people then EMPTY hehehe ~ finish work Francies send me to mrt station then off i went home hehe was so like tired la then tomorrow class starting at 10am lalala .. BORING ~ omg i still wondering can i even survive a not la is like still got so long way haiz ~ someone please talk to mEEE .. Nothing much to post nights everyone :D

12 Jan 2010

Im back again to note down my thoughts and Feelings today post should be slightly longer then usual so bare with me alright ? Hmm .. Let me say about something first about yesterday i really really just dont understand parents they always say this and that is correct then ask us to do the correct thing, WHY WHY WHY ?! and then is like they always say they young that time and then keep on saying that they were more understanding then us yup i agree but now and last time is different times DO CHANGE ALRIGHT ? Like yesterday, we were slacking outside i know it is our fault la to stay out so late but then dont tell us that you guys not staying out LATE ! Even our age you all should be clubbing all those stuff, working we were already better . Although yup im working right now but then you know why i work so hard for is just to stand by when you guys need help i hope i could play apart helping you guys out. If not the whole family no money how to survive ? Brother and me HOW ? Forget it la you guys just dont understand it. Back to today, woke up prepare went to school today school was boring as usual because i dont really mix around with class people and i really dont know why ? Maybe Lack of confident or something ? Haiz , and i think that this year again im going to be ALONE all the way. haiz.. Break time run off to work place then Meet Pheobe at Ang Mo Kio to find her friend's after that went to work was late and then today im really really very tired i think i no longer can hang on le should have so breaks. TIRED TIRED ! work till 9 plus because today totally like serving the ghost ! wooo ~ Chef treat us today and also teach us how to serve customer i will jiayou de :D After that took train home the train is like totally full no space to sit have to stand all the way back home. Reached home here am I blogging. Maybe today is my last day together working with Mandy and Phoebe le chef choose to separate us. But then knowing them is great =) hope that there were still be a chance to work with them so fun hehehe ~ alright nothing to post le nights guys. MUACKZ .. REMEMBER TO TAGG ME WOR ^^

Song intro- Yu tian

7 Jan 2010

*Yawn* OMG ! Today first day of school is like so fast la and then im damn tired de. Haven get use of it today lesson should be ending at 1pm de but then i run off 1 hour early because really cant tahan teacher teaching i totally get nothing inside my brain keep on feel like sleeping, went out of school le straight went to my working place there then see them work not bad today a lot of customer and lots of workers hehe ~ sad thing is Yumi going off le T.T hope that she will come back and work with us. Tomorrow school starts at 9 am going home at 12. Want to do something tomorrow and then go to work hehe. Alright, i guess nothing much more to say nights everyone ! lala ~

6 Jan 2010

WEE ~ Im back blogging hehe today was a very very tiring day for mee. Woke at around 8 plus then prepare slack a while then took train+bus to work reached there heng ah never late if not sure kana scolding de. After that prepare everything SHOP OPEN ! hehe ~ today lunch time quite a number of customer coming then all of them went out so left me and 1 of the boss chat chat awhile then all came back le totally cant sleep sia dont know why ? Night time is like totally empty so bored i remember is only 4 customer if im not wrong, today doing the counter whole day after that woohoo shop close head fucking pain. 1 more news tomorrow i will be going back to school le the news is like so sudden la actually have prepare on the 8th in the end tomorrow then i need wake up early le haha so anything just sms me 82018158 =) alright nights everyone muAckz.

5 Jan 2010

Im back to write something in my blog :D OMG ! due to yesterday not enough sleep today cant woke up for work was late. So can only cab down wasting my $12 =.= after that faster prepare and get ready start work the lunch today business not bad hehe. After that break time so sian want sleep cannot sleep then Jie Jie and Kor Kor came to visit me kana shock sia because she standing at the window. She and Kor pass me my Christmas present hahaha ! Thanks a lot really like it hehe ~ After that start work again omg ! Dinner ~ is terrible lots of customer coming in and there was 1 group of 15 people i think, to celebrate one of their friends birthday work till headache sia finally all went off then all of us is like woo ~ Relax liao hahaha do closing after that go smoke with Mandy awhile then went home le so tired and thank for the person who call me to peii me chat heheheh alright nothing much to post ready good nights everyone :D.

4 Jan 2010

So long never update blog le let me write something on it =)
Just as im thinking something which i really really dont understand.
Every life bought to this world must go through the same thing, from a cute little baby who is so innocent,playful kids,teenager becoming stuborn and start to understand life, Adult start to work then stress this and that Bills, Taxs and whatever thing, Senior Citizen have lots of sickness and passed away. Why is it so i really dont understand and those people who have sickness really wish to continue their life and those normal people without sickness trying to commit suicide why is it so ? And then all the people have to stress about this and that why cant the world be a stress free world ? All the people will be smiling everyday without stressing about this and that. I dont know why i suddenly have this topic in my mind maybe is because this few days of lookout, im starting to get tired of this world and gets really really bored everyday. Work,Work,Work then go home sleep i really dont want this kind of life im sick of it . I dont even know am i getting into my course a not and im going to spend my 1 whole year alone again studying as many people who know me im NOT those kind of outspoken person it should take sometimes like my last year OMG ! half year ready is still like no differences still like strangers. Yup,right im those kind of person who dont know how to make friends and in fact im those kind of person who is god choose to make challenges for me i was like almost everyday crying like hell ! But then who will know ? who will care for me ? WHO !? I think i should stop blogging now i cant control my tears. Bye ~ Remember to tag me =) nights everyone


Song into- Xia yu tian

3 Jan 2010

Woohoo ~ i one new year have came sorry this few days dont really have the time to update my blog because im currently working at Bugis Japanese resturant hehe it is quite tired but then i enjoy it because there very fun hehehe ~ Working time- 11.30 till 2.30 then break all the way till 5.3o start work till 10.30. There is a lot a lot of time to rest. Today working as usual but then is like can da wen zi lor so empty and then is like only phoebe,June and me working at night but then lucky we manage to settle everything. After that shop close, my bro and his friends waiting for me to go home then bus-ed home very tired slept in the bus half way then suddenly a uncle banging the chair and shouting loudly i jump up -.- dont know what happen also dont want to be so "KPO". Walked all the way from Cp to home going to sleep early tonight. Im going to get sick soon, not enough rest. *Yawn* alright going to get some rest ready good nights readers :D