25 April 2012

So fast it is already April . Times flying weeeee ~ I'm so bored , so tired how much sleep also no use mentally tired. Can I just forget everything ? And not think about those stuff . Leading in a simple and peaceful life is it so difficult hope one blink everything will be over .

22 April 2012

Things don't go smooth again, so damn happy that I'm being make use of again ... So if there's any problem just come find me ba, "FREE TO USE" . I still need to overcome everything, starts from beginning ! Fuck , why is it keep repeating and I've to keep trying to stop thinking about it, is there any machine that can forget everything happen in my life, seriously I hope the result the doctor will diagnose that i've cancer and tell me you're going to die I think in my last part of my life I'll be happy cause I think those who have left me behind or forget me will remember me in my last part of my life i dont have to suffer anymore I don't have to think , I don't need to run I don't have to quarrel , I don't need to be angry or sad anymore, I don't need to cry. People who knows me before no longer contact thanks for helping me in my life when I need help. People who I still contacting with thanks for the help and you guys always will be there for me . YES ! That's how pathetic is my life LAUGH AT ME .