19th July 2013

I'm back to make a post today, this few days really think a lot because of those words in my mind. Is it really worth ? all along I'm just being dumb ? The answer is "YES". I'm really dumb and I finally see the truth after this few years human do change, people In my life which I think is innocent well I guess I'm all WRONG. Anybody advise me what can I do? The way i treat people isnt good enough ? but why i got all this ? or am i being to nice/kind ? How I wish everything can turn back just a click away. I thought everything is so simple.i realize everyone change expect me standing in the same spot. I dont need sympathize me,Regarding work or friends this 2, I  should continue to be anti social I shouldn't talk to anyone I'll keep my mouth shut and won't make any unnecessary comments to make things worst. Anyway I'm also use to be alone with any accompany so what's the big deal ? I live not to satisfied everybody in the world at time I could be a joker but a joker will also be tired one day,when realizing the jokes starts to get bored and nobody is laughing. This few days I'm like so damn tired I've been resting early everyday but till noon around 2 to 3 I could just dose off and the period of time my mind is totally blank, work work and still work theres nothing else, maybe is time for me to grow up to be more mature. Without any delay sat im gonna register for my car license and just gonna work hard and passed the test. Weeeee ~

Always alone :)