28 June 2010

WeE ~ im back to blogging today, was half asleep and awake from 5am all the way till 1o plus pei jie jie sms haha XP woke up at around 12 plus then online chat chat, facebook same thing around 5 plus change change go send Wencong back to camp have dinner with him at macdonald is such a chaos over there lots of people there but then we manage find a place to settle down and have dinner hehehe ~ after that walk walk around go smoke then after that jiu go home le and the worst thing is my prepaid is EMPTY cannot sms liao :( however, tomorrow i will get to top up my prepaid. So happy :D can use phone again le. Today time like passed so fast now going to 4 am le. Should stop here XP

25 June 2010

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It's have been coming to the 1 week that I never meet jie jie. 1 week like this sia day by day pass and soon is going to July le. Today I have a nightmare is it hinting me about something ? i really dont know the dream is like damn true. The dream went like this. It was about evening, I'm with my parents and relative when going home that time receive a message from Jie Jie said she want to meet me have something to tell me. Of course i dont reject make all the way to Toa Payoh her working places over there and i could even remember her company name "Submarine" After that i give her a call she said she want to go to ladies so i waited her at her company downstairs in the end she just get back to her offices saying that she have meeting without saying a word to me when i going off that time i pass through a ballroom saw her sitting over there. I just walked of with just disappointment when i woke up that time im with my tears and i cried awhile at there thinking is it some hint for me to stop pestering her and stop irritated her. I really dont know, hais ~ Seems like this few days jie jie didnt meet me her house is such a peace it should be a thing to happy for her ba .i really miss jiejie badly.

23 June 2010

Wee ~ im back to blogging.. Im still the same at home watching show lalala ~ was kinda bored but i have no choice. Sian wonder when could i get out XP dont know leh so sian . Nothing special happen this few days . Was such a peace ~ hehe . will update soon .

16 June 2010

Woohoo finally went out today with jie jie le went to Tanglin there got soccer match quite a number of people is there XP, and there were 2 guys asking for my number but then i cannot give ended giving my email address to them lalala ~ A bit emo at sometime i also dont know what happen just listen song sitting there and sing sing hehe ~ have supper and then drink drink today really moody so i could feel that im a bit drunk right here thinking about somethings. Those happy moments wont be long but then it is really happy to have that :) im so tired le going to sleep pretty soon le nights everyone :)

7 June 2010

Slept at around 9 am if im not wrong keep on thinking this and that then cannot cool myself down fuck ! Woke up at 11 plus prepare and then meet jie jie and kor kor at Kovan walk here and there then went back to her house. Gina having fever hopefully she recover soon :) then kor kor go out that time gosh ! he kana accident jie jie like totally blur lor then of course worry of his uncle for sure then prepare all the documents then rushed to hospital in the end nothing worst happen went over to tanglin went back to their house again staying there for 1 night then girls talk a lot of things lalala ~ in just few minutes of silent flash back a lot of thing in my mind. What am i heading for ? no life, no future, no ambition, hais ~ dont know la stop here first bye bye ~

6 June 2010

Cant sleep right now so decided to update my blog again lalala ~ came back from lan not long ago only but then i cant sleep read back my dairy all the things that have happen then feel like posting something. Inside all my dairy have written a lot a lot of things, Forever meaning somedays there will be an ending no matter what, examples friendship i dont know why all my friend will leave me no matter how long i think maybe the problems is my characteristic all my friends will go off no matter what i dont know why la ? Kinda of sad this few days someone ask me not to contact him anymore because of his GF just end with like this fine ~ then i will stop contacting him lor this is what he want ma. Jie Jie say life is short this is damn true, you may know what happen next minutes or seconds you may get into an accident you may not know, or you will passed away in a sudden and get to a place you no longer in earth, so now cherish all the loves one before you regret one day. Guess anything is arrange by god no one could change it this is our fate. Talk back again to my life now, it's now totally one word can represent "SUCK". I want to get rid of my daily life now wake up, watch drama all the way till next morning i could even forget to eat my meals. I JUST WANT TO GO OUT ! I dont care is slacking, doing nothing at outside i just dont want to stay at home and watch drama ! Super sian arghhhhhhhhhh .. i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out i want to go out !!!!!!!!! sigh~

5 June 2010

Oh gosh it have been so many days last post. Seriously now life for me is freaking bored and meaningless doing the same thing everyday. Wake up, watch drama, all the way till the next morning then lights off doing the same thing like for weeks im super bored la and i hate my life now doing the same things and staying home everyday and im able to go out. I think days continue for me in this way im going crazy sooner or later on ba haiz ~ i hate it a lot a lot .... Sian alright nothing much to post ready bye people :)