24 December 2009 (unlucky christmas EVE)

Im back to blogging. 23 whole day sleeping over Desmond house after that after rush to prepare jie and kor de present then ran out of time was damn late reached there le then went for interview woohoo ~ i 29 start work liao yeah ! then suddenly mummy call me say that her money everything inside kana scolding =( faster cab home back after interview around 6 plus meeting Jie and Kor, went to BBQ, Buffet ? haha all eat till very very full then i was slightly emo over there totally quiet. Listen them talking then laugh laugh after that no place to go le so went back to sengkang slack with them after that i cried :( haiz ~ then slack all the way to morning, Siting,Junli, Vin come over my house to sleep will update tonight :D

20 December 2009

Hey guys im here blog blog blog :D Have been slacking outside almost everyday so dont really have the time to update leh hehehe. Tired Tired today my mummy singing compeition plus grandmother birthday so going over later on but then im still very tired just now went to find Vivian,Siting, Jun li and those guys after that went Desmond house then off they went to suntec ba maybe later come find us. After that slacking over there de playground slack slack chat chat, then took bus back to Sengkang area then slack again hahahahaha ~ Alright nothing much to post ready nites people :D

17 December 2009

I think the world is changing, what is a girl refering to a guy ? A ball ? Use to love it and precious it, hugging it and then after a time the ball is getting old and you guys are looking for new ball and forget all happy times you spend with your old ball ? Why is this happening ? I thought a relationship should be both really in love with each other then together ?? You guys just say broke off and did you even care about how much you have hurt the girl and just start to have a new relationship the next day. I dont really have this kind of experience but then i really dont want to see those girls crying like hell committing suicide for those guys it is totally not worth it ! I just want to say those guys who are now in a relationship better treasure your gal and stop let them crying ! Alright i have finish saying anything this few days will be slacking slacking and slacking anything just sms me :D byebye ~

12 December 2009

Whole day never sleep from last night we ton from 12 or 1am i think then after that slack slack eat then talk around they go parkour around the playground like monkey like this in the jungle hahah :p Sit there watching them jump here and there, after that went home use com chat chat then i fall asleep a while till 7 plus, then run out find my bro slack then they haven eat so go rm LJS omg man i so damn long never go back saw Aunty Tina, Tracy haha chat chat a while help out a bit then shop out went to find my bro in the end say go home so now here am i blogging hehe ~ nothing much le :D. nights people.


Song intro- 傻孩子（完整版）-阎韦伶
Part 1



Part 2

9 December 2009

Recently feeling really very tired have slightly flu ready, but then i really dont like staying at home la its like so damn bored ! haiz ~ this few days slacking slacking and slacking most of the days is throughout whole day then sleep. Omg i dont even know what am i typing now, tomorrow will be going to find jie jie and kor kor wahh like so long never saw them like this but then it just like for a week -.- . im waiting for N level results anyone know when will it be ? tag me at my tagboard please thank, next year im going to be a good students le. hehehe. Alright i have nothing to post le good night people will be slacking outside later on anything just texts me :D.

Song intro - zui jing

Decision have been made up,
and there is no way to change,
give up is the best choice .

8 December 2009

Woohoo ~ the whole day is slacking with my bro and his friend after went lan then im so freaking tired so play a while jiu never play le. So fall asleep a while then after that saw people playing tamya ? LOL the car last time is popular wahh dont expect to see it again then the kids like damn cute la chasing after the car :X After that bus home all so tired fall asleep at Desmond house then wake around 1 like this then sms-ing got nothing to do then listen to music sms jie jie thank for peii-ing me and take care get well soon wor after that all woke up le then slack slack a while went to rivervale mall so long never go there le have breakfast over there then went back his house bomb sleep again then i woke up late ! omg ~ then pull my bro back home then meet up to collect my pay went home super tired fall asleep le all the way till night time ~ *ahh chooo* and im sick :( alright nothing much to post ready nights people :D .

song intro- 我爱的人



我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个 什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她 真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨 她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人 她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能
每当听见 她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

6 December 2009

Today woke up at around 2 to 3 plus then sms a while bomb fall sleep again really a pig sia. Rotting at home all the way after that watch tv till midnight went to find my bro and his friends. Slack around have lots of fun together woohoo high high high but then heng ar no police come if not jiu die le slacking all the way till morning although is a short day but then i enjoy it ^^ alright i think i have nothing much to say le bye bye ~

Song intro-Down

There is no problem that cannot be solve,
Everyday is a new day,
Forget your troubles and be
HAPPY :D

3 December 2009

Woke up at around 3 plus then prepare went down to meet jie jie and kor kor hmm actually they planning to take album photo de in the end they change sorry. After that went to their house awhile make over then off we went to Cini le. Reached there shopping around first then went to eat after that woohoo ~ went to sing K-box so long never sing sing le the package damn good all the way till morning 6am but then also very expensive . Half way we went off le overnight at their house then they buy beer for me because my mood really very down then told them everything that have happen then i was drunk i think i even cried ! haiz ~ forget it i dont wish to talk about the pass le and then yup they say de is right no point thinkin about it, and they like this treat me forget it. Nothing much to post le. Mood really not very good.

song intro-你那麼愛他

I just wish someone can be at my side,
whenever im down or happy,
I have someone to share with.

1 December 2009 (haiz)

Today promised to meet Jie in the end woke up late then rushing for work thinking about am i going to quit a not in the end i decided to quit i know its too sudden ready and i also dont know to keep on getting scolding what can i do ? Reached there le go find Jie i really really feeling damn sad de i even EMO le =( Chat chat with them at market there then she and kor kor found out le tell me not to do this kind of stupid things for him. I really damn stupid keep on kana bluff by him fucking hell and there is another problem right in my mind but then i dont want to post here. Jie bring me to Queenstown to make over me hahaha thank Jie love you so much man :D After went to pub there drink drink heard jie jie and kor kor sing song so nice. I was a bit shag over there le after that we go eat at hmmmmm i dont know where is the place after that go back their house le we watch "wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui 2" then i cannot take it le so try to sleep in the end cannot sleep then everyone is sleeping le i at there think think about something i cried T.T dont really have a good sleep because think to much le. Really have to thank jie and kor for peii-ing me this 1 whole day and im really very happy le so long never have this kind of feelings le hehehe. ~

omg my face ! -.-

jie

jie



song intro- an jing

Now i start to know who stupid am I,
and i decided to let go everything
to start a new life :D

29 November 2009

Im back to blogging today. Slept at morning 6 or 7 when go work that time really no energy plus too tired le then suddenly started to have a lots of people coming i was totally in a mess omg everything. Give wrong change, take/give wrong order thank uncle to telling me if not im going to have lots of shortage ready. Having huge headache went to 7-11 to buy sweet and panadol head fucking pain then get to know "Bi Jie" hahaha . After work went to market there find her then at there chat chat with her and his bf husband about something haiz ~ no more transport le took cab home, she lend me $20 thank reached home taxi fee is 25 plus omg first time sia sit so ex de cab, and my decision is out i think im really going to give up le. Hao de nothing much to post le tomorrow still need wake up early and then go take my posb card if not i really no money le.



Song intro-很想說





(You are so beautiful to me~~)
在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧 难道
笑容没了 距离有了 快乐也走了
还是 真心死了 彼此不信任了
终於懂了 真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
My Love~
笑容没了 距离有了 快乐也走了
还是 真心死了 彼此不信任了
终於懂了 真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
爱了 就有坚持理由
别说 我会留在路口
不会走
爱你会直到最后
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以
复合

It is really a time for my to grow up
every wound is a kind of memories
I have made up my mind .

28 November 2009

Hey ! im back blogging again :D it have been quite a time when i last touch my lappy. I have a rather good or bad news to announce ? I break le so now im still in SINGLE. Can be sad but then a bit relief ? Everything now i dont even know i should choose to believe a not so many lies. I hate it although i know now im going to be alone again but then i guess my friends will still be with me ba. Lets talk about yesterday omg ~ ALL of the Sixest member is back :D wow ! so long haven meet up in full group went to mac after a long thinking then after that went to future park play play wahh missed thoses days we'r having fun together. After that suggested captain ball woohoo ~ but then it's rather a small group 3 to 3. Clarissa, Kenny and Me 1 group. LongTing, Rebecca, XuanWei one group. But then i found myself getting older or rather useless -.- i guess is because hmmmmmmmmmm ... but then will try to cut down de depending how stress am I LOL. My bro and Desmond came then play all the way till morning then all went home le.Woke up prepare then meet up le reached there not late haha after that have my chicken rice then work work work was damn tired but then i guess ma should be more tired ba. Today not slacking being a good girl stay at home and then finally use my lappy le hehhe alright nothing much to post le. Nights.

Song intro-還是喜歡你


只要能夠這樣遠遠看著你 看著你 看著你
就算傷心心裡還是好想你 好想你 好想你

只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再 傷心

What is happening during this 2 to 3 days when we'r together
you make me feel totally crazy and lost
Please stop all the lies i already know everything
just treat it as a dream
hopefully i wont feel any sadness when i think back.
it really HURT me a lot.

23 November 2009

Hello guys im back blogging it have been so long that im not blogging this few days was outside till early in the morning almost everyday :P haha thank guy for pei-ng me sleep oh ya today is a special day because today is my mummy birthday she is 40 le ! night time went to Tampines to catch a movie 2012 omg the movie is 3 hours le damn nice de + very worth it. hahahah and today im ATTACHED :D to my dearest LIEW DE HUA hahaha. Tomorrow will be working normally so nothing much to update le nights

song intro- Sha Hai Zi

18 November 2009

Today was late because i over slept o.O then faster prepare and then off i went to work. Was kinda of tired and fall asleep in the train change train and bus reached there lucky im not late Woo ~ Not much people today was very very bored all the time but then just nothing for me to do *yawn* night time ask Rebecca and Junwen find me because im bored. After that Junwen went home Rebecca and me ate at macdonald then chat inside and then talk about a lot of things i almost cried =( then went to future park after that went off but then forget to take something from her so went to her house area there slack slack a while play cat then off i went home i really dont want to go home so early anyone is free at night ask me out hahaha. Nights everyone :D


Song intro-Because I'm A Girl



English Lyrics
I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes.
You give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away...
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be.
And i believed in you, i thought that
you would set me free...
(chorus)
You should've just told me the truth
That i wasn't the girl for you...
Still i didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you...
Whoah
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now
Although i'll shout and curse you out...
I'll always have love for you
Because i am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored...
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all still i just cry
Never again will i be fooled, to give my all
When nothing's true...
I won't be played again,
but i will fall in love again...
(chorus)
You should've just told me the truth
That i wasn't the girl for you...
Still i didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you...

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl
and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything.


the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you
you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you.

17 November 2009

Today woke up almost late because too tired le thank to my dearest brother again pei me talk talk talk till i no need sleep hahaha, then faster prepare then went out we plan to eat Kfc then we like in food compeition like this because no time to eat going to late ready finish eating rush rush to mrt le damn tired both of us slept in the train after that we go seprate ways le reached there totally so quiet like hunted like this LOL today totally no people lor can da cang ying hahaha after that i start to scrab the pole become shinning so i started washing my counter there, the floor, basin all like brand new like this then time like so fast then went home le. Today nothing much happening ba but then a bit sad because just now saw something :(. Nights people.

Song Intro-在你懷裡的微笑

可以吗

让我和你对调

希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉

知道吗 你对我多重要

只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡飘过了你最终飘到天涯海角

把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱听不见你的心跳

连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到

我只要你喊我一次就好

从前亲密的暗号

多想再次亲耳听到

可以吗
让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘荡飘过了你最终飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到

我不要别人温柔的怀抱让我暂时的依靠

那是份张止痛药 很快会失效

你只要再哄我一次就好

让我可以很骄傲

记住我拥有过的好

住在你怀里微笑

The End

14 November 2009

Today woke up at around 1 plus then faster get prepare and then went to work. Today was sat i almost forget but we manage to win the fight hahha :D But then i guess today is my last day at amk le ba. i will miss, da ge,rim,monkey,ah he,ah xing and those beer promoter de =( dont know when can see you guys again or maybe there is no more chances le thank guys for helping me when im have working although i bring a lot of troubles lor you all still have the patience to teach me. Will miss you guys a lot de. After work take bus home that time i cant contral my tears again it just fall like this im a soft-hearted person those passanger taking bus with me keep on looking at me, reached home found out nobody at home feel so lonely can someone pei me ? and my blog is dying again please people if you guys vist my blog please do tag thank you nothing much to post ready tomorrow will be going back to bukit merah to work :D night.














song-ji nian ping


为你抄笔记，为你织围巾，你夸我细心
靠墙的位置，奶茶要少冰 我帮你留意
专属的羽翼，晚安的简讯，是你的贴心
一直以为，永恒的爱就是你
怎么最近你对我很安静却对她细心
不再有卡片美丽写讯息冷漠的彻底
有人说长大爱就会变心只剩下回忆
直到哪天你的缺席我才相信
原来你的心有空隙
她才能轻易的占据
我没本领我不争气
假装不在意
原来我的心有空隙还留著有你的记忆
眼泪是我，爱情的纪念品
怎么最近你对我很安静却对她细心
不再有卡片美丽写讯息冷漠的彻底
有人说长大爱就会变心只剩下回忆
直到哪天你的缺席我才相信
原来你的心有空隙
她才能轻易的占据
我没本领我不争气
假装不在意
原来我的心有空隙还留著有你的记忆
眼泪是我，爱情的纪念品
原来你的心有空隙
她才能轻易的占据
我没本领我不争气
假装不在意
原来我的心有空隙还留著有你的记忆
眼泪是我，爱情的纪念品

12 November 2009

Today woke up quite late then faster prepare in the end reached there the time just nice heng never late if not jiu die le. Afternoon same thing the time is like so damn slow la then keep on standing feel headache =( after that night time uncle come le he also feel headache, today not much people. On the way home, stop by police and the copy Ic down after that home sweet home woohoo ~ im so tired man yawn going to sleep early today nights people.


Song intro- wo de ai

9 November 2009

Today woke up then faster prepare and meet Clarissa at mrt. Then we run out of time so we cab down from outram park and then damit it rainning heavily and there were few people in the Q so we waited in the end got this husband and wife dont know what the hell they doing they dont want to get in the taxi in the end 2 cab run is like wasted our time la if not we wont be LATE thank a lot to them. I reached my work place first, today not much people then afternoon time is so slow then night time ok la quite fast :D then uncle come fetch us le. Reached home go slack with my brother his friends chatting there but then no poker card so is kinda of bored went to RP because they wan buy water then im hungry so slack at mac after that go find my cat name -ban dan. Bring her to find her kitten her kitten is lost =( ban dan is kinda of sad we play play with her also after that she keep on following me saw another cat bring her to there then run away. Reached home thinking of the cat then this question pop out.

What if a Mother lost her children ?

Song intro - no boundaries

8 Nov 2009

Yo whats up ~ hahaha . Few days back slacking with my bro and didi + desmond and another of his friend we playing 2.5 then i started laughing they also join me all of us like crazy like this =P Lucky no people complain us. After that went off, go find cat play play then is like so cute but then sad thing is her kitten lost ): then we help us find then all of the sudden she run to the pipe which is high up but then in the end she dont know how to get out so we 3 keep on thinking away till didi climb in but then he scare she will scratch her so i join in then faster grab the cat and bring her to the safe way the height is really terrible high. After that went home. Today working in Amk will be my last day over there and yup Kenny and Longting is back to Singapore woohoo welcome back :D Tomorrow will be going back to bukit Merah le jiayou guys. nights


Song intro this song is very meaningful hahaha enjoy :D



Tongue tied-Faber Drive

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little go

3 November 2009

Im back to my blog :D omg ~ my blog is so dead nobody come visit so cold *wind blow* lol. haha i will try to retrive my blog de so people please tag tag tag. Come come. Today woke up then faster prepare prepare then broom ~ rush out le reached there le ask Clarissa come in, was so freaking tired so fall asleep in train half way reached outram then say bye bye to her i reached ghim moh is like so late le lor go there eat lunch first today not much people can say ? Today both of them never win toto then nothing much wait for uncle to come then bring us home :D so here am I blogging. Still got 27 more days jiayou.

29 October 2009

im back blogging, today working at ghim moh there was really very tired then keep on want to sleep like this si xiao qiang keep on say i si lian le . bu ke neng de . nothing much happening was just a normal day yes ! few more days is nov le then sooner dec then next year le woohoo ~ so happy got some pic on my phone but then lazy to update :X will update all the pic at once when im free tomorrow will be going back to my school. nights.

25 October 2009

i have not update my blog for so long ready sia. Today woke up and prepare for work after that the bus so long then fall asleep in the bus. Reached there have our lunch then we work work today is so busy because is SUNDAY family day woohoo ~ the coffee shop is full :D then went home at 11 today i guess today is our last day at AMK and then we will be going to ghim moh tomorrow ? i guess so hahaha alright nights guys :D byeeeeee ~

19 October 2009

im back blogging hehe ~ woohoo today we went to support Voguelicious today is the final haha guess what ? they won the compeition great work *clap clap* after that straight went to work cab down to there im so damn tired all thanks to my bro for making me cant sleep hmmmm keep on talking to me mEoW ~ after work we suddenly feel like dancing so we "just dance, gonna be ok, Da DO DO just dance ~ lala haha. After work Edmund fetch us home thank you. That fucker woke up and then called my mum as usual wth -.- then scolding my bro then me also kana but then i still like here in there out :X . My mother reached home started so quarrel haiz ~ cant he just ti liang your WIFE a bit ??? what kind of husband are you so useless man i guess some part of me is from you ba. alright i got nothing to say ready nights people.

18 October 2009

Im back blogging today haiz yesterday night totally cant sleep at all keep on thinking what the hell am i doing this few days and becoming so sensetive i guess is that dream on the last day of ton-ing then i totally out of contral of my emotions and started to believe in what im dreaming. I dream that all my friend keeping a secret away from me and keep on saying bad words at my back and then leave me in the end T.T so that time i woke up haiz ~ i totally change le becoming so sensetive, i was crying yesterday the whole night but then my family members all slept le so i have to cried alone in the dark i feel like telling someone but then i cannot find T.T I cry really hard and then around 6 plus still crying then fall asleep. Woke up that time saw my eyes was a bit sore, my mother keep on asking me what happen then i told her maybe my eyes is itchy i got scatch. Prepare le meet them at Cp again im the last one to reached then we headed to Ochard cheer for Voguelicious woohoo they are having compeition at Ochard outside Tangs so do come down and support them tomorrow for finals. After that went seprate ways today we went to Ghim Moh today working there was fun man but also tiring not enough sleep too :( After work Edmund and Uncle come fetch us go collect money in the car i was keep on thinking im really in the wrong to suddenly blast my attitude to them and pushing all the problems, the more i think the worst i cried T.T haiz i hope they will forgive me ba, hope everything will be the same.

17 October 2009

Today woke up at 4pm but then suprising today nobody woke me so thought they going work without me so online chating then found out they haven wake up. After that went to meet them at cp im late, so cab down and then all the way they being so cold to me as in im totally not there like this. WTF have i done to you all sia tell me la from ton-ing till now all treating me in this way all so cold to me as like i offences you all like this, NOT HAPPY with me just tell me lor at least give me a reason what I have done ma? I have helped you guys to patch back when you all quarel say good things for both sides and sometimes even be there for you guys but then when i need help who help me ? Now leh you all totally forget EVERYTHING i have done for you guys and just kicked me aside when now i really need people, if i have done something wrong i never even get one CHANCE of forgiveness like i everytime did something wrong, and how would i offence 3 people at a same time ? So what is FRIENDS and then where is all the friendship we use to have everything just gone in a day ? MOST IMPORTANTLY WTF HAVE I DONE ?

16 October 2009

Today woke up around 2 or 3 then faster get prepare and then went to meet them at Compasspoint. After that off we went to Ang Mo Kio we today have new place to go hmmm .. Bukit Panjang shopping mall there wahh there the place really very small lor then Junwen say very sian so ask him come.We keep on turning round and round after that its getting late le so we cab back to Ang Mo Kio we eat at there and then slack a while lor after that Edmund drive us home thats all, and i have decided one thing im going to change into BRAND NEW MEE haha my blog title im NOT going to EMO anymore i think it is not worth it haha i zhang da le of course, and then another thing i also have make up my mind if they no longer borther about me its ok de because in secondary also kana kick out quite a number of times le so i think now it haven gone back to last time but then i guess this time round i should will be alone because now also not schooling anymore le . Hao everything i have xiang tong le so thats all ba see how i change ba hahaha. Tomorrow wonder where are we working im so qi dai hehe nothing much to update le nights.

14 October 2009

Im back blogging so long never blog. Yesterday i totally cant sleep haiz ~ i keep on turning here and there thinking about something then cannot sleep all the way to 6am finally bomb fall asleep. Then woke up around 2 plus prepare le went to work im going to choing all the way i will work and work and work to earn money money. I dont know why this few days i cant sleep lor keep on turn here and there try to talk to my bear bear play play with them also cant sleep keep on morning then fall asleep ROAR ! hmm i got a lot things haven shi xian lor. hao la nothing much to update le working tmr bye bye ~

9 - 10 October 2009

9 October 2009
Woke up then today going to Tampines mall for our secret mission haiz ~ our mission still not complete dont know when will have mirical. Hmm walking at tampines round and round again i guess maybe the shopkeeper know us le ba. After work too bus to Ang Mo Kio waited for Kenny father then off we went to his house ton, we didnt even notice the time played till 7 plus ? then everyone fall asleep. zzz ~

10 October 2009
2 plus going 3 like this they woke me up im really a pig la wont wake so easily de zzz ~ After that everyone prepare then slack slack till 5 going to 6 plus le then all went to work le lor today our venue is Compasspoint and Tampines mall so was searching no cules again. Then train back to Ang Mo Kio was so sleepy today then reached there totally my mood totally down to zero i sitting behind listening to song and then hopefully somebody know im lost but then too bad no one cares me so nevermind i sit there about half an hour listening to song then my tears fall haiz ~ when Im in car that time im totally very quiet never talked when playing sad song im still crying. Reached Kenny house i tried to contral but then still nobody care me i like so transparent after that going home that time i decided to go to RP but then i lost somewhere i cried all along the way to find back my house not because i lost my way is my thoughts make me feel like crying.

This is all i think( Those fuckers who think that this is nothing you are WRONG ! all this means a lot of important to me so if think this is childish just get off ) Thank

Firstly: My family already like SHIT like this ready and i dont even put on any hope on them and no need them to even show care for me.

Secondly: I put most of my hope on my cliques and friends to just show a bit of concern and cares for me but then as result show im being so transparent nevermind its ok.

Thirdly: I have nothing left, just left with god to grant my wishes but then there is no uses no matter then hard i pray nothing happen haiz no use also my wishes never come true.

Just now i even think of commiting suicide while walking i pass the traffic light without red man and few cars horn at me i jump up then im still crying like hell haizz ~ Really there is nothing for me to do now. No Family care, No Friends concern and even god also dont grant my this little wishes.
i really have nothing to say now good night.

7 October 2009

hmm im back blogging omg man ~ so long never update my blog le. Now woke up then later going to work le haha have special mission so cannot say :p this time round i guess will be in Bugis if im not wrong will be with my sheng jing bing jie jie (let her saw sure die de) hoho ~ sian ahh ~ few more days jiu school reopen le seriously dont wish to go school le and then wonder i will work hard a not ? oh ya guys ! woohoo ~ my phone line have been cut off so i wont be replying message anything jiu make a call alright ? hehe bye people .

27 September 2009

Im back to blog today early in the morning wake up then prepare and then they morning call me ( Mervyn & Sharlene) wahh and then almost my house door is break ! LOL not so serious la actually hehe ~then went to Auntie Dilah house her daughter birthday woohoo ~ then sit then chat chat a while then i need go off le, headed to cp there then meet them to get my uniform then pei them go eat eat after that off we go to coffee shop and start work woohoo ~ hahaha ok la today work is so fun still will jiayou de hao la i have nothing to post le i dont know what happen suddenly my mood is down :( haiz ~ i think i have changed a lot even i dont know who the hell am i ? i want to change back to me again . im always being the extra one in the group.

This few days i dont know what the hell going on and then what is my thoughts ? Feelings ? even emotions everything is mess up someone please help me find back the true me im going to cry pretty soon :( haiz ~ everything is ended up in this way T.T

21 September 2009

Woohoo ~ im back blogging this few days slept quite late and then also keep on working for money haiz ~ money is really hard to earn lor if this world there is no money jiu good le no more theif. Back to today, woke up at 12 plus then prepare and went to meet ma and LongQi. We meet somebody who pass us those stickers and then here we go to start our buiness. Today so fun la haha both sister keep on kana scare by Davian :X haha i at there laughing like hell opsss then night time we like keep on playing around not really serious. Omg man today is really so lucky for us la this is our first time to earn $100 ++ just one day but then after all the deduction ok la each person still earn $25 plus was damn happy de la. We counting money there got a small kitten so cute can haha ~ then after that bus-ed down to Yishun then went to Northpoint searching for toliet da bao and then we went home le really have a fun day. Picture please go to www.th-dyingromance.blogspot.com haha.

14 September 2009

Omg it have been a long time i update :X haha .. today is my exam date and then i never go school omg man then went to poly take Mc and have 2 days off yeah, then we went to CCK to work wahh ok leh today work earn quite much de plus thank Q help us sell some haha if not omg man beginning im like so quiet la haven warm up LOL. Work till 9 then dao bao mac went home le such a little post :D tomorrow will be working at yishun area so people free come down support me hahahaha :X nights people.

13 September 2009

Last night slept at dont know what time then woke at 1pm then online chat chat play game then waiting for my brother to wake up then go prepare to go out he is damn pig de la so late then wake up. Today we went to ah ma house and GM house it was boring but then i think they saw us should be quite happy ba then we keep on playing card i keep on losing roar ! after that bus home. In the bus, got a lot of ti co keep on looking at me i dont know why man im not trying to show off or what. Got one uncle standing beside me then he was just standing beside me, i realise he keep on finding ways to touch me is like omg man then i move and stand another side he keep on staring at me ROAR . I really hate this kind of person la, Nothing much le im really so tired *yawn* going to sleep le nights people.

11 September 2009 (emo-ing)

Today didnt went to school again haiz 3 days le really dont have the mood for school la i want to transfer course this is what i wanted. I woke up late should be meeting them at 3 thank for those "morning" calls given by them :D. Meet up le i suggested Pizza hut because got student meal. After eating Clarissa came to meet us then we went to dance area there then we learn new dance le still got lots to learn jiayou guys. Reached home suddenly turn into damn emo i cried and decided to cut myself thinking to commiting sucide but then fail haizz ~. I have change back to the pass which i really dosent want i dont like to be a extra and transparent and i have think a lot of things the truth cannot be change :(.

6 Sep 2009

We met quite late and i almost cannot wake up then rushed and meet them at cp there after that we train down to orchard then actually thinking to book a place but then cannot so we decided having lunch+dinner at there then haha im the first to surrender lor haha after that went to walked walked at ion then thinking of going arcaed but then close le so nevermind lor train back to cp then slack at CP then went Kenny house a while we went home le haha such a short day with lots of FUN ~ :D

4 Septmeber 2009 (going out with Aloysia)

Today woke up by ma it was kinda of suprise la because she so long never wake me up le. Went to prepare then went school reached school very early even the teachers is not there yet then today is our presentation time everythings goes well i didnt even help out with those powerpoint slides with my group members i just present only. After that waited for them at staircase for 1 hour 1 think then went to Eastpoint there bought a jacket then meet Aloysia so long never seen him le we went to buy 2 tickects then went to arcade there play play a while walked around the whole Vivo then buy drinks chat then we watch G-Force 3D hmmm overall the movie never really reached my stardards. After that we went to Bugis to have our dinner at Seafood Haverest the place is somehow like Jack place's ba then eaten till very full :D After that train home.Thanks for treating me hope to meet you next time at train that time i saw someone who appear in my nightmare who is coming after killing me he keep on looking at me and giving me those kind of smile then at that time i really very scare after that reached home le jiu here am I home sweet home le kinda of tired will sleep early tonight :D nights people.





The person im refering to : Hey please la, do change your attitude man. Your attitude SUCKS i tell you, i really cant stand that kind of replying with those kind of not happy tone not happy then dont come la then give those kind of face. Keep on copying what people are doing. I have ren you quite long le hor believe me next time i not happy is just say out everything and then fight le ! So you better take notices about that !

2 September 2009

Today went actually dont feel like going to school de so sleepy but then in the end make up my mind and went to school haha good girl :D Then Joel never come so in class is such a slack haha play play around the break after that release us le then went home play psp then call ma chat wahh first time sia i ever talk to her so long in phone for this very first time LOL after that meet Kenny then went to hougang see doctor then went to eat acrade time then jiu hahhaa big surprise for Kenny then i also kana lor haha then nothing much le all went home thats all :D

31 August 2009 (teacher's day)

Woke up damn early de because of my brother alram la so loud. Then wake him 3 times finally woke then playing psp :p haha then online went to prepare then went for dance dance :D fun fun went to school prepare practicing then finally is our dance haiz but then this year haiz ~ not really sucessful omg man -.- after that took a lot of photos :D then went to cp have lunch then went to arcade they playing sweet land ai yoo waste money ar throw 2 packet now still got 2 more packet of sweets hahaha . Slacking at our dance area playing 2.5 then went home damn early de im so boring at home then my mum is home so i online chat, play a while really too tired plus a bit sick then sleep le so nothing much le.

24 August 2009

Today was woke up by Clarissa haha then faster go prepare then went to school le today was kinda of early reached school then as usual sit at a corner then waiting for teacher to start teaching class haiz after those practical then jiu go off le then sat at staircase wait for them then playing cards all the way after school went to Kenny de house to do those slides and everything we spend damn long then finish everything de. Haha after that have chicken rice for Dinner thanks Kenny :D then home sweet home nothing much le lor bye bye .

23 August 2009

Bloging ! Today is Kenny ah ma birthday woohoo happy birthday. Woke then call ma then went online a while after that go prepare then meet them haha we went to have our lunch first or can counted as dinner then go paint paint ma and me playing cards over there haha :X then headed to Kenny ah ma house le wahh there got so many people sia then we both are damn ps ! haha .. Eat steamboat we staying at kitchen haha because really a lot of people then in living room when all go home then playing with Kenny cousin and cards again after that cab back home then nothing much le lor nights people :D tomorrow having test i think most probably should be fail again ba haiz so useless.

22 August 2009

Im back blogging, today all woke up late again then all met up at around 4 plus then have our lunch at CP kopitiam then thinking of where to go finally decision is Orchard-Far East haha .. went then shop shop a while then went to ION buy ice cream wahh very nice sia but then also so expensive wahh going to broke soon i really need a job anyone introduce please ? After that we walked all the way back to ps we went to X-zone play acrade haha so fun sia play till all so high headed back to CP at around 11 plus then continue playing card then nothing much le haiz ~ something which i cannot say also will be written in my personal dairy hahah :p good nights people .

21 August 2009

Today didnt attend school again then wtf -.- the stupid teacher keep on calling me ROAR then i can only turn my mummy phone to slient mode plus hang up the phone really what la want to kick me out of school give me warning letter la wtf man ! so fann i never go school jiu ask me why never go school give me a break man how i wish i can transfer to another class but then her answer is she find a buddy for me CB ! forget it today have dance rehersal woke at 2 plus then hungry cook fried rice hehe for ma also :D then dance dance after that went to CP they go eat KFC then afterwards went to dance area then FINALLY ! they both he hao le this is a really very good news after 4 days of cold war wahh hope they wont QUARREL again ba if not i really cant help le. They 2 talking to each other le haha and then is also a day before our anniversal so happy tomorrow will be celebrating our 8th month and then our 1 year is coming le so qi dai ! haha hao la nothing much le good nights people.

20 August 2009

Im back blogging this few days dont have a good sleep haiz ~ due to something lor shhh .. cannot say. Morning auto woke up at 6.30 am then jiu slack a while then go prepare go school today was a rush for my 3D Max a lot of things cannot be open. Break time went lunch with them then DMT get back my paper omg man i got such a lousy marks ! haiz i will continue trying one ba :D 3 day have pass le im still counting haiz if not i wont an xing de hao la nothing much to update le . bye bye .

18 August 2009

Today woke up the same time but then almost cant wake up :( too tired le and was worrying about something i think Clarissa also will know ba hahaha. First lesson Comp G i totally hang at there la because dont know what to do haiz ~ damn stress de then DMT was playing facebook all the way never listen in class so boring then after that jiu release class, BREAK TIME :D went to cafe 2 have lunch damn "LESS" people de. Went to class then forget take my laptop then i was like OMG ~ die le lost sure die de. Heng ar ! no people took it. So lucky if not im going to cry le. AFter school went to East point buy pen then train and bus home they come my house here see bell then thats all le lor. Im really very tired after a long cry for yesterday thing my eyes like a bit swallon when i woke up :( ok la nothing much ready going to sleep hope they will faster be ok ba :(.

17 August 2009 (heavy rain)

Was woken up by a loud shout this morning from my mother, she complainning that my teacher call her then she complain a lot of things about me but then who CARES ? Today went school with a black faces then firstly IT ESS because that time i never go class for my presentation teacher ask me to present EVERYTHING alone then whole slides i was like oh my god ! Damn ps la 1 person talking then all looking this kind of feeling after that break went to long john eat then left a lot of time shop around East point then went back haha . DMT kana called out by winnie then she talk about my attendents all that then suddenly talk about class and friends then my tears fall. MY WEAKNESS IS FRIENDSHIP ! then she still continue talking about it FUCK went in class damn ps de so many people looking at me haiz ~ I cant stop crying sia when saying about this . Went to PS reached same timing as ma then walked walked around go buy ticket that time all started to changed attitude. From that time on Long Ting and Kenny never talked then Junwen and me keep on talking to them then haiz ~ Im stress up then i decided to cool down in toliet friendship again haiz ~ then i cried for a long time then walked around ps keep on crying then met them at cinima went to watch movie it was so nice la then i started heavy rain again. Train take time i cried ! then no more tissue i was so ugly when reaching harbourfront station i run out haiz ~ i keep on crying non-stop reached home ready still crying . Haiz What happen today ??

14,15,16 August 2009

Friday14

Never attended school because too tired le. Woke up packing then rush to meet Kenny at his house after that we went to have our lunch at kopitiam there after eating ma came and met us at comic then we headed to kenny house then started to play 2.5 hahaha :D so fun after that off we went, GENTING :D. When we reached there its around 4 or 5am i think the weather over there was really very cold. Reach room we play 2.5 again muahahaha so fun but then i keep on losing :( nevermind also very fun :P. Then sleep jiu sleep le.

Sat 15

Woke up quite late then we started our cards again haha then go prepare we went for lunch then off we went to theme parks :D then somehow it started to rain then a lot of people waiting for the rain to stop so we play the game with shelter keep on turn turn :p after that we went for the swing tamagochi de the person so long then start. We played a lot of games haha but then too bad space shot never open play cockscrew for a few times then went off to dinner yum yum ! then bowling afterwards haha i not bad sia at there play bowling not everytime throw in the drain :X ok la then went back to hotel again started 2.5 i keep on losing again, then somehow i get emo when ma and me playing sorry ma ! then never really talk most of the time is shes the one talking hahahaha then i cried :X haiz ~ then she tired jiu went to sleep le .

Sun 16

woke up at 12 or 1 plus then started playing card again wahh this few days keep on playing cards then play till certain time the person come chase us ready then we pack then in car again in the car so tired keep on sleeping most of the time then get down for toilets break and then dinner finally reached Singapore woohoo ~ miss Singapore a lot but then dont really wish to go home :Dhaha then uncle send us home. Really have a fun trip with his whole family and bring trouble to them. Reached home online then bomb sleep le nights people.

10 August 2009

Today woke up quite late then went to meet them at cp after that we headed to Ps to buy cloth for teacher's day performance, a lot of people buying cloth today wondering why ? haha. Went for arcade as usual then play a while then play the sweetland then today so lucky a while jiu jackpot le. After that jiu went back to cp then bought our dinner over there then continue our dance practice le woohoo ~ tomorrow is our audition le a bit scare lor jiayou ba zigzag :D we all can do it . yipee thats all tomorrow have school so good night people.

9 August 2009

Happy Brithday Singapore :D haha .. Today all woke up late :p then faster prepare then meet them at cp so we have our lunch at yoshinoya after that went to Clarissa house practice dance dance then went to her house watch show, after that back to void deck again all hungry le have dinner at mac then slack at playground continue our dance again somehow my emo feelings is back le ! Haiz ~ see my msn title jiu know le. Ok la nothing much to update le good nights people :D tomorrow will have dance practice again.

7 August 2009

Today never attend school again :X then sleep all the way till quite late 4 or 5 i think. Online all the way and was watching my show and then so boring manage to find ma and Junwen pei me so we decided to make our flag lor haha then most of the job is Junwen do de haha thanks Jun wen. Ma and me at there playing 2.5 only HAHA. After that Junwen need go home le so ma and me walk all the way to RM. Ma treat me eat thanks a lot really bu hao yi shi hahaha *shy* then we continue playing cards at there haha then finish watching the show then went home haha thanks ma and Junwen a lot for pei-ing me this boring person i wonder if i stay at home more worst lor so damn boring de sia ROAR ! hao la nothing much to post le last but not least. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA haha.